Not an Angel

2008-10-16T12:30:00.002+08:00

Travelling plans for 08/09

1. Pelepah/Panti Trip, Malaysia

Period: 2nd Dec to 4th Dec

2. Geruntum Recce Trip, Malaysia

Period: 8th Dec to 10th Dec

3. Clark, Philippines

Period: 20th Dec to 24th Dec

4. Ho Chi Minh City

Period: 21st Feb to 25th Feb

2008-10-09T00:01:00.002+08:00

08 October, Wednesday

Maths quiz today. Can do. ^^
Gonna study hard for exams... Counting 4 weeks!!!

*I dunno what's wrong with me. But I feel like crying now.. For no reason*

2008-10-02T01:57:00.013+08:00

不哭 - 林晓培
曲：彭妮 | 词：陈天佑/彭妮

如果爱你是种盲目
我不在乎没了退路
要拿永远当赌注才算数

当爱变得毫不在乎
你的自私我的不服
风追逐云的影子太无助

我能说出一千个一万个理由去爱你
也能找出一千个一万个理由去恨你
这么投入都不够
还能再说什么
留下苦自己吞服
已分胜负早该醒悟

我能说出一千个一万个理由去爱你
也能找出一千个一万个理由去恨你
用坚强掩饰脆弱
忘记你的全部
这段情我是俘虏
输得彻底却给你祝福
忍住不哭

2008-09-25T15:25:00.001+08:00

Not studying not studying not studying..

Haven got back my study momentum after 7 weeks?! Ridiculous. Still miss working life very much..

Cant wait to see their surprised faces tomorrow~~

2008-09-23T12:27:00.001+08:00

Not going for Lata Trip anymore.

21st September, Sunday

Got my new baobei.. SGH-F480. Sympathy gift from Dad. Muahahaha.

2008-09-14T23:51:00.003+08:00

ODAC Family Day @ Sentosa 13-Sep-08. Overall fun and happy.

Major Happening:
PHONE DEAD!!!
Cause of death: Kena water. Nab*h..

So upset.. *wails*

Dyed my hair with Revlon "Medium Golden Brown" just now. Guess what? There's no difference in my hair colour before dyeing except drier! Amazing product.. *pissed*

2008-09-11T22:20:00.002+08:00

Missing my tequila cause of Lata Trip. =(

2008-09-09T23:08:00.003+08:00

下雨天 - 南拳妈妈

下雨天了怎么办我好想你
我不敢打给你我找不到原因
为什么失眠的声音变得好熟悉
沉默的场景做你的代替陪我等雨停

期待让人越来越沉溺（疲惫）
谁和我一样等不到他的谁
爱上你我总在学会寂寞的滋味
一个人撑伞一个人擦泪一个人好累

怎样的雨怎样的夜怎样的我能让你更想念
雨要多大天要多黑才能够有你的体贴
其实没有我你分不出哪些差别
结局那还能多明显
别说你会难过别说你想改变
被爱的人不用道歉

下雨天 -

2008-09-09T23:08:00.001+08:00

下雨天 -

2008-09-03T18:43:00.002+08:00

Yipee! Final quarter of 2008 will be travel travel~

1. Lata Berembun, Malaysia

Travelling preiod: 24th Sep - 26th Sep '2008

2. Clark, Philippines

Travelling period: 20th Dec - 24th Dec '2008

Hope there will be much more!! In the mean time, need to save $$$!!!

2008-09-02T17:12:00.001+08:00

疼憨人 - 杨佳盈
词：小寒曲：黄韵仁

阁楼头一遭看烟火
你二话不说就走过
醒在三更懵然的我
瞥见四周盛开花朵

五分熟人儿不安妥
守在六合垸旧角落
咬下七夕遗憾一抹
苦过八月青涩瓜果

老天若只疼憨人
你为何不在身旁
傻傻将自己捆绑
误把嘲笑当奖赏

老天若会疼憨人
他是否也曾设想
幸福是为自己圆一个谎

九宫命理被谁反锁
逃不过他十指掌握
失意红颜交叉摸索
走失而兜圈的扎裹

疼憨人 - Funkie Monkies + Various Artistes

2008-08-26T23:06:00.000+08:00

Kill me or leave me to die... *dessertS*

2008-08-15T16:04:00.002+08:00

也许真的应该放手了。。。

Britney Spears - From The Bottom Of My Broken Heart

Never look back we said
How was I to know I'd miss you so
Loneliness up ahead, emptiness behind
Where do I go

And you didn't hear
All my joy through my tears
All my hopes through my fears
Did you know, still I miss you somehow

From the bottom of my broken heart
There's just a thing or two I'd like you to know
You were my first love, you were my true love
From the first kisses to the very last rose
From the bottom of my broken heart
Even though time may find me somebody new
You were my real love, I never knew love
'Til there was you
From the bottom of my broken heart

Baby I said please stay
Give our love a chance for one more day
We could have worked things out
Taking time is what love's all about

But you put a dart
Through my dreams through my heart
And I'm back where I started again
Never thought it would end

You promised yourself
But to somebody else
And you made it so perfectly clear
Still I wish you were here

Never look back we said
How was I to know I'd miss you so

2008-08-11T12:35:00.001+08:00

11 August, Monday

Tutorials are driving Eileen crazy.. Now that's school life.. Boo haa.

2008-08-07T11:44:00.002+08:00

25 July, Friday

失恋了。。。

01 August, Friday

"What you doing tonight"

02 August, Saturday

被甩了。。。

07 August， Thursday

Delete XXX? Yes...

2008-08-05T15:15:00.000+08:00

05 August, Tuesday

You are exempted from HW001 (English Proficiency).

*Muahahaha

2008-05-18T12:32:00.002+08:00

27th April, Sunday

Met up with poly peepz. Had lunch @ Swensens, T2.

8th May, Thursday

I went up to A380!! Saw and rest on the comfortable first class suite and the wide-enough-for-two-people business class which I will never be able to afford the luxury..

9th May, Friday

Gerald's last day. Surprisingly, I didnt cry.

14th May, Wednesday

I bought "The Kite Runner" for only 2 bucks @ the thrift store. So happy. Haha. Though second-hand but in good condition.

17th May, Saturday

My "god-sister" has arrived! Congrats to god-daddy..

2008-03-16T00:03:00.002+08:00

Too many things happened in the past 2 weeks. Too much progress. Too much sin. I dunno what Im doing anymore. I dunno what I should do what am I suppose to do. Too much too much..

2008-03-03T20:59:00.001+08:00

出生日期测你一生恋爱运程

A型恋人：每月1日、10日、19日、28日出生者

A型恋人的爱情是很浓烈的，平淡、细水长流的爱情不怎么能引起A型恋人的兴趣， A型恋人也不喜欢自我折磨、压抑的恋情方式。对A型恋人来说，爱情就是应该正大光明、且充满喜悦与希望的，尤其你相当重视爱情的相互性，认为唯有双方都能彼此吸引，才能够成爱情的基本条件，A型恋人并不会苦苦追求心仪的对象，也甚少出现死缠烂打的状况。A型恋人和情人之间的互动就像一场狩猎游戏，不论是猎捕对方，或是让对方猎捕，A型恋人时时不断在追求一种征服的刺激感。A型恋人期望与爱人能时时产生火花，时时确认双方在这段感情中的重要性；这样的A型恋人，当然也特别重视另一半的忠诚度啰！
失恋症结点：小心你的主观意识太强，时时要以你的意见为优先，伴侣可是会受不了的！
你是哪种A型恋人？
每月1日出生的A型恋人：特别喜欢主导情势，恋爱对象要够优秀、够特别才能够吸引他。
每月10日出生的A型恋人：很清楚自己要的是什么！猜来猜去的暧昧游戏会让他/她丧失耐性。
每月19日出生的A型恋人：性格特别神秘、低调，别有一番吸引力；可与爱人打得非常火热，但也需要独处的时间。
每月28日出生的A型恋人：最为合群、温柔的A型恋人，但若在金钱、事业上没有保障的话，可是无法专心谈感情的

B型恋人：每月2日、11日、20日、29日出生者

B型恋人是最容易进入恋爱的状况的恋人，不论是实际的或是想象的，B型恋人的罗曼史可是几乎从不间断的！基本上B型恋人无法忍受寂寞攻势打动，甚至从不懂得明确地说不。B型恋人喜欢与伴侣有形影不离的关系，喜欢彼此之间亲密的举动，是标准甜腻型的恋人，也特别容易受温柔、体贴的对象吸引。甜言蜜语和肢体的触碰，在B型恋人的恋情里是不可缺少的！
B型恋人非常禁不起摩擦和争吵，所有不和谐、不柔和的状态对B型恋人来说，都是一种莫大的压力。但是B型恋人很容易心软，也堪称复合率最高的数字，B型恋人很难拒绝他人的柔情攻势，往往禁不起恋人的苦苦哀求，又重新回到曾经伤害自己的人身边。
失恋症结点： B型恋人甜起来很甜，黏起来却也很黏！甜蜜的负荷最适合形容B型恋人，小心让恋人喘不过气而逃之夭夭！
你是哪种B型恋人？
每月2日出生的B型恋人：不会令人猛然惊艳，但相处起来后劲却很强！脾气好到让人不忍拒绝。
每月11日出生的B型恋人：外表冷静温和，内心却极度热情，这种时动时静的特质，特别引人玩味。
每月20日出生的B型恋人：不会去抢人群中的锋头，但天生具备一股令人注意的魅力，人们就是会记住20日的恋人！
每月29日出生的B型恋人：最懂得掌控需要与被需要之间的权力关系，恋人特别会心甘情愿跟随29日的恋人！

C型恋人：每月3日、12日、21日、30日出生者

C型恋人是属于活在当下的恋人，不实际的事物，很难让他们发生幻想，因此需要很直接的、感官的吸引，像是姣好的面孔、飘逸的长发、容易吸引C型恋人，这种特质让C型恋人顺利荣登外貌协会第一号会员！玲珑的曲线、厚实的胸膛都特别......基本上C型恋人不太喜欢用理智的态度来面对爱情，认为爱情最重要的就是感觉；因此，C型恋人很喜欢和对象搞点小把戏，沉浸在一片爱情的美好气氛里，正是爱情的最大意义。因此，当感情出现问题，或是悲伤、愤怒......等负面的情绪时，都需要动脑来解决，这正是最令C型恋人最反感的部分，也是最不耐的部份。很有趣的一点是，C型恋人看起来总较同年龄的人年轻，其实活泼的性态度正是C型恋人保持青春、活力的主因之一喔！
失恋症结点：当心啊，美丽的、刺激的事物是如此容易吸引你的目光，你的一颗心也就暂时跟着飞了，恋人们可不能常常饱受这种恐惧呀！
你是哪种C型恋人？
每月3日出生的C型恋人：好玩、活动力强、热爱生命，恋人最好懂得与他一起在社交、游乐世界里翩翩起舞。
每月12日出生的C型恋人：既懂得掌握自己的原则，又能同时满足他人，这一型的恋人是个人风格明显的个体，让人的目光难以转移。
每月21日出生的C型恋人：豁达、乐观的生活态度，不自觉地就感染他人，让人在不觉中，就已经对这种感觉上瘾。
每月30日出生的C型恋人：看起来是这么地活泼灵动，内涵却又有深度得很，令人喜欢与他为伍，又喜欢向他看齐

D型恋人：每月4日、13日、22日、31日出生者

对D型恋人来说，安全感永远是第一考量，不过，第二、第三、第四考量恐怕还是安全感。D型恋人对爱情的观念很传统，会以相当认真的态度去面对和经营爱情。要4 号恋人主动出击.......他们可不轻易打没有把握的仗；不过，当有人对D型恋人主动表示好感的时候，D型恋人往往会以最快的速度跳入陷阱。只不过，D型恋人还是很坚持原则的，再怎么爱、再怎么盲目，若对方不能达到4 号恋人最基本的要求——也就是对方不能独属你一人时，D型恋人最终还是会从短暂的盲目中清醒，脱离这段没有结果的关系。
D型恋人特别需要安全感，所以也特别需要了解和掌握恋人的一切。D型恋人一向是看准了、了解了、做好准备了......才会付出行动；因此，D型恋人的对象往往是从身边的朋友下手，从一般的关系开始萌生爱情的嫩芽。
失恋症结点：没有足够的安全感时，D型恋人会比其它数字来得焦虑难安！因此，D型恋人特别需要掌握情人的行踪，这种举动会让许多情人受不了。
你是哪种D型恋人？
每月4日出生的D型恋人：最理想的贤妻良母、好丈夫类型，生活的细节靠他准不会出错。
每月13日出生的D型恋人： 13日的恋人很讨厌落单，偏偏他们也真有本事，就是让你心甘情愿跟他东奔西走的。
每月22日出生的D型恋人：直觉既强又准的恋人，对于他们的原则，你还是跟着照办为妙吧！
每月31日出生的D型恋人：外表规矩、内心狂放，表里落差最大的恋人，越深入了解越有挑战性！

E型恋人：每月5日、14日、23日出生者

对E型恋人来说，爱情和日常生活并没有太大的不同，新鲜感永远是E型人生活中的最高指导原则，因此E型人从不是一个专心的恋人，E型恋人无法只把爱情或是伴侣放在第一位。在这种前提之下，短而有力的爱情火花特别吸引E型恋人，而那些头脑聪明、有特殊才能的对象也让你感到深具挑战性。比起恋人，E型恋人更像是称职的玩伴，总是有满满的精力等着去探索世上更多有趣的事情，如果情人给E型恋人太多的束缚和限制，可是会让E型恋人想要逃开！不过相对的，E型恋人也很公平，他们能给予伴侣很大的空间，因为，深知自由有多可贵的，当然非E型恋人莫属啦！
失恋症结点： E型恋人的生活都特别随性、灵活，伴侣很难掌握你的行踪和你的心！如果遇上特别需要安全感的伴侣，两方可有得考验啦！
你是哪种E型恋人？
每月5日出生的E型恋人：好奇心极强的生活玩家，有这样的情人，再平常的生活小事，都会变得乐趣十足！
每月14日出生的E型恋人： 14日出生的恋人既干脆又直接，不矫作的作风，很容易获得同性和异性的欣赏。
每月23日出生的E型恋人： 23日出生的恋人，最懂得规划自己的生活，情人或伴侣，只是一个部份而已，别想黏得太紧啊！

F型恋人：每月6日、15日、24日出生者

F型恋人是标准甜腻型的恋人，很懂得藉由身边的事物传达情感，也能说出一口漂漂亮亮的情话，对于心中的感觉，F型恋人从来无法压抑或等候，一定要充分表现出来。对F型恋人来说，爱不能光说不练，要付诸实际行动才算，因此，在人群中很容易找出F型恋人的情人，两人的动作、话语可是相当亲昵的。F型恋人不仅懂得为伴侣营造浪漫的气氛，自己本身也很容易被浪漫的情境打动，F型恋人很容易对一首小诗、一段歌词或是一句名言产生感觉，也很容易被一个强烈的眼神所征服。基本上F型恋人需要和伴侣维持紧密的关系，你无法忍受分隔两地或是行径太过独立的恋人，因此，F型恋人需要对伴侣透彻的了解，最好能全盘掌握他的伴侣。
失恋症结点：太腻爱自己的情人，反而让情人喘不过气！什么都想为情人打点、准备，对方反而会觉得在跟自己的老爸老妈谈恋爱哩！
你是哪种F型恋人？
每月6日出生的F型恋人： 6日出生的人是最懂得浓情蜜意的恋人！想要挑战的人，可得先做好一点心理准备，他们强烈的爱意可不是那么容易招架的。
每月15日出生的F型恋人：认真的男人、女人最美丽，15日出生的恋人对家庭和正义热情专注的模样，足以让人深深吸引。
每月24日出生的F型恋人：完美主义型的恋人，就连他本人，都完美得难以挑剔。

G型恋人：每月7日、16日、25日出生者

G型恋人的神秘感，让他们有一种说不上来的性感和魅力。G型恋人可说是天生的恋人，认为恋爱关系必须具备性原始的吸引力。G型恋人拥有非常丰富的想象力，在G型恋人的爱情里，幻想的成分要比其它恋***得多哩！因此，在恋爱关系中，G型恋人也尽量避免正面表露或接受爱意，他们喜欢且擅长用暗示、蛇行的方式前进，因为太直接的方式只能有一种意义——就是字面上的意义，如此一来，G型恋人赖以维生的想象的空间便会消失殆尽。
G型恋人就像是天生的孤独者，通常G型的恋人喜欢自己和自己作伴，喜欢自己决定、安排生活，在恋人关系中也比较以自我为考量。所以呢，G型恋人也叫做“part time lover”，兼职的情人，他们无法全天候待命，很需要自我的空间。若和G型恋人感情想要走得长久，对方必须要能够给予很大的空间和距离。
失恋症结点：过于敏感的G型恋人，为了避免无谓的冲突，常常选择以一种不在乎、冷漠的态度面对事物，却也常常造成伴侣的误解和伤害。
你是哪种G型恋人？
每月7日出生的G型恋人： 7日出生的恋人喜欢独来独往，偏偏看似无人可亲近，越让他们的身价上扬！
每月16日出生的G型恋人： 16日出生的恋人，天生拥有一股高贵又冷静的气质，他越是保持距离，就让人越想一探究竟！
每月25日出生的G型恋人： 25日出生的恋人观察力、理解力一流，让人觉得与他们心意相通。

H型恋人：每月8日、17日、26日出生者

8这个数字天生就拥有强大的能量，在H型恋人身上，也有一股足以蛊惑人般的魅力，这股饱含能量的气质让H型恋人的魅力浑然天成，宛如天生的爱情操盘手。掌控的权力关系对H型人来说是很值得玩味的游戏，和恋人之间，H型人就相当热衷于这样的角力游戏，尤其喜欢彼此受对方强烈的吸引，我们形容H型恋人可以用一支小指头驾驭他的恋人，而且对方还乐于被他指使，H型恋人就是有这样的能耐，宛如爱情中高高在上的王者，不容侵犯。
这样王者般的恋人其实希望恋人的目光永远只在自己身上，但王者的尊严又不允许 H型恋人在情感上认输，因此，H型恋人从不喜欢刻意展示自己和情感，可是不论他们看起来多么冷静、无情，其实心底还是很向往热情，尤其对执着的恋情渴望得很。
失恋症结点： H型恋人通常爱得重、恨得也重，另一半必须心脏够强，能够担负得起才行。
你是哪种H型恋人？
每月8日出生的H型恋人： 8日出生的恋人有魔力般的魅力，但是想要掌控他们却是难上加难，倒不如自己投降来得快些。
每月17日出生的H型恋人： 17日出生的，是最冷静、理智的恋人，往往感情反而得要靠着理性，维持得比谁都长。
每月26日出生的H型恋人：看似柔情似水，却是无比坚毅的恋人，软硬兼施的高明手段，在情路上相遇可是加倍的刺激过瘾哩！

I型恋人：每月9日、18日、27日出生者

I型恋人是天生的付出者，天生乐意去取悦他人，只要对方可以接收得到、能够感到快乐，这就是I型恋人最大的回报。不过，I型恋人虽然不公开表示，但在内心里，对于同等的关爱和回报，也是很渴望的。I型人天生乐观、幽默，但I型恋人看似拥有开放的心态，实际上在爱情上还是属于比较保守的一派。
基本上I型恋人很重视正式的关系，偷偷摸摸的、或是地下情人这种身分， I型恋人都无法忍受，很快就会结束这种关系。此外，I型恋人对伴侣的要求很高，希望对方有专业能力、才华、魅力…基本上他人肯定、称赞自己的伴侣，对I型恋人就像是情话般动听。
失恋症结点：真不知道I型恋人是要一个崇拜对象呢？还是一个恋人？有时过度在意对方的条件、背景，反而会让感情变得很现实。
你是哪种I型恋人？
每月9日出生的I型恋人：心态开放，对每件事物都抱着强烈的兴趣，有他，生命让人觉得更精彩，是个很好的玩伴和生活伴侣。
每月18日出生的I型恋人：一眼看不完，内在值得细细品味的恋人。
每月27日出生的I型恋人：极度锐利的理性和感性，让27日出生的恋人成为一种奇妙的综合体，让人不禁想要弄清楚，自己到底在不在他的脑袋瓜子里？

2008-03-01T15:19:00.003+08:00

29Th February, Friday

I nearly got into an accident while driving. Was very traumatised. If I had not stepped on the brake on time, we could all been injured. Truly sorry to the guys.

Anyway, we've got a fun and fab bowling night @ Kallang Lesiure Park minus the unpleasant accident. The youngster team VS the oldies team.

Youngster Team >> Gerald, me, Rashidah, Xiao Shan, Nic and Has
Oldies Team >> Ian, WahJek, Marvin, Dar and Morgan.

First round, the oldies won cuz Marvin scored a turkey! So we bet on "Double or Nothing" and the Youngster Team won~~~ Yea!!!

Lift back home from Gerald. Got a free dinner from him. Cuz I got my driving license. Whaha. Initially I asked for Lawry's. But he said will bring me to have good food compared to expensive food. Which I don mind. Good food is more important. Told him it will be a date. And he said gonna ask the rest also. So unromantic.

24th Febrauary, Sunday

Went to Cuppage to get a new line for my phone. Meet up with Adrian and Terry @ Kovan to get my "Black Knight Diary" from Adrian. Chat @ Mac until 2100H then went back. So nice to have this little gathering. Full of laughters all the way.

23rd February, Saturday

Last gathering with poly mates before Kartika leave for Aussie. Went picnic-ing @ ECP. Lotsa fun and laughters. As usual, for the 5+ hours that we were there, give us just food and a deck of cards and we can easily spent time just doing that. Was very full cuz had alot of food and no exercise. All I did was laze around the mat and got attack by the ants. Dunno why they loved me so much, follow me wherever I went. Am I so sweet?!

After that, Has came to collect me from ECP and off to Fahmy's princess's Thanksgiving. Took photo of my "god-son". So cute! Hehz.

21st February, Thursday

Went to Singapore Airshow 2008~ Was so impressed by the performance by the Black Knights to the extend that me and Has went for their autograph session and took photos.

15th February, Friday

ON MC. Again.

14th February, Thursday

Was very sick on Valentine's Day. High fever @ 39.4 degree celsius. Higher and I'll be send to the hospital. Something happened in the car. Which make me avoid him for the entire week. Sigh.

10th February, Sunday

Back from M'sia in the morning. Went to Frank's place for CNY gathering in the late afternoon. Usual people from last year. Plus Simon. Did not played MJ cuz was late and they had already started playing. Had steamboat for dinner and chat (more than listen) until 2100H plus? Cant remember now. Got a lift back from Simon. This year's gathering not so fun. But still happy cuz *he's there.

7th - 9th February, Thursday - Saturday

CNY @ Penang.

31st January - 3rd February, Thursday - Sunday

Krabi trip. Had lotsa fun!! Took lotsa photos!! And sunburnt. Gua gua..

2008-01-30T19:31:00.000+08:00

Miss Eileen is having a throat infection and fever. Just one day before she is flying off for holiday.

2008-01-28T21:43:00.000+08:00

Miss Eileen is feeling so lousy, vexed, annoyed, disappointed, irritated today. *Sigh* Tired of my life ...

2008-01-27T12:23:00.000+08:00

25th January, Friday

HY came to office. Mentioned that *he went BKK.

26th January, Saturday

Miss Eileen had woke up suffering a cursing hangover after 3 bottles of beer down her empty stomach from the previous drinking session at Pasir Ris park. Felt horrible. Did parking for the first time after passing~ Managed to park in the center after several attempts.

Supposedly meeting XY and Aaron for dinner. Last minute cancellation. Was pissed. Wondered if we'll ever meet up at all.

Met up with polymates at Play. Was near deaf when out of the place. Din experience that in MOS? Still half deaf while blogging now. Clubbing is ok. Not exactly top fun. Drank like 1/2 jug of vodka lime for 2 jugs to be shared among 5 people. Din see many cute guys either. Argh.. Disappointing.. Btw, the toilet is unisex and open. But too dark to see anything. Hur hur.

~-~-~-~

Finally finished reading "P.S. I Love You" by Cecelia Ahern after 2 long weeks. Some extracts from the book which reflect my thoughts.

... Why did people have to grow up? Holly realised she had been dreaming of going back to her youth all weekend. She wanted to be irresponsible, she wanted to be looked after, to be told that she didn't have to worry about a thing and that someone else would take care of everything. How easy life would be without living grown-up problems to worry about ...

... It must be a wonderful feeling to win something, to know that you have a gift. Holly had never won anything in her life. She didn't do any sports, couldn't play an instrument - now that shw thoughr about it she didn't have any hobbies or special interests. What would she put down on her CV when she eventually got around to applying for a job? 'I like to drink and shop' wouldn't go down very well ...

... Friends and family came and went; sometimes helping her with her tears, other times making her laugh. But even in her laughter there was something missing. She never seemed to be truly happy; she just seemed to be passing time till she waited for something else. She was tired of just existing; she wanted to live, But what was the point in living when there was no life in it ...

... Holly wasn't exactly bored with her life, but she wasn't exactly overjoyed either. It just seemed so ... nothing and so pointless ... And as was taking time out from her friends, she really had nobody else to talk to ...

... She was jealous of them and their good fortune. She was angry with them for moving on without her. Even in the company of friends she felt alone, in a room of thousand people she would feel alone ...

27th January, Sunday

Gonna start packing for my Krabi trip.

2008-01-20T14:24:00.000+08:00

05 January, Saturday

Kartika let me drive her car. Although it's only from Aloha loyang to Downtown East. But Im satisfied. Whaha.

11th January, Friday

Lost my tsrif ssik. Gawd..

12th January, Saturday

Division DnD. GF came to pick me up. Was late for the dinner. Supposedly start at 1830H, we reached at close to 2000H. Hoho. Surprisingly, I am one of the 6 for "Best Dressed" (which I also dunno why). Prize is a mini radio. Then, also won the 17th prize (Creative speaker) in the lucky draw. My lucky day. Hee hee.

18th January, Friday

Satisfied craving #1 >> Steak. Dinner at Aston.

19th January, Saturday

Met up with Miss XS at 1100H *super early* for brunch. Satisfied craving #2 >> Salmon sushi~ Went Genki Sushi. Not bad I think. The salmon pretty fresh. But service sucks like hell. Told her story. Feel much better. Thanks for her concern. Very much appreciated.

Stayover @ Avonda's place. Went to her place at 2300H. Chit-chat surf net till 0300H then K.O. Initially said wanted to have breakfast @ market. Alarm set at 0830H. Both cannot wake up. Hoho.

2008-01-05T14:34:00.000+08:00

30th Dec, Sunday

Went Fish Spa with HMD and Mei at Chinatown. 15 minutes for $13. For fun.

31st Dec, Monday

Went count down at Jon's place with HMD. Laugh like siao all the way. Played "back and forth" and twister. Din drink much. Won lucky dip sponsored by Gab. Fun!

As below.

1. Snoopy cushion
2. Smarties
3. M&Ms
4. Darlie toothpaste
5. RougeBunny Gloss & Blush
6. Nivea Lipbalm
7. Asience shampoo/conditioner
8. Baby Goofy handphone accessory
9. Garnier Lipbalm
10. Nivea Whitening Eye Cream
11. Biotherm White Detox

1st Jan, Tuesday

Happy 2008~~

I managed to fulfill 1.5 of my resolutions for 2007. That is

1. Got my driving license
2. Flew to States

Resolution for 2008~

1. Travel to Australia, Hong Kong, Taiwan
2. Flawless skin (Every year's wish that never came true. sigh)
3. Beauty up my life
4. 平常心 *我寻找的平静是我将来看电影带着一颗平常心不必为谁心碎闭上眼睛*
5. Be happy and healthy

2nd Jan, Wednesday

Went *his office with has. Only talked to HY when went in. Cuz he said wanna blanja me drink cuz I P-plate le. But don believe me cuz I din bring my license with me. Idiot. Cheat me nia. Die die must show him my license and redeem my free drink. *bleahz* After that, talked abit to *him only la. Don really dare to see *him also. Cuz sort of confess on NYE. But *he wont know that *his message is special. Ah... Forget it..

* 或许命运的签只让我们遇见*

04th Jan, Friday

Went running with Has and Meng Chong. Initially wanted to run at Changi Beach but raining and no locker. Then I suggested go Hougang stadium run cuz near my place ma. Then Morgan volunteered to tong bang us there. Though in the end we went Serangoon stadium. But still near my place. I don mind. Hahz. Challenge 2.4km with Morgan. Bet is he stop smoking if I beat his timing. Time to beat: 14 minutes. Final result: 22 minutes. -.-''' Msged him. Reply from him "Wah! So fast ah. My pet turtle can crawl faster" Basket. ~)(&$(!^%Z$*^!%^&$#!&%$ See me no up. But really tired sia. Dying when I was running.

05 Jan, Saturday

Today's schedule

1. Go UOB
2. Trim my hair
3. Raghu's chalet
4. Avonda's place

Next sat is Division DnD. Gerald back on Monday lo. New girl joining on Monday. Ciao

2007-12-27T20:10:00.000+08:00

*He called me today!!!! *jump jump jump + scream scream scream* Correction. *He called Marvin. Dar picked up the phone and somehow asked me to pick up the phone. I was like "huh? who?" In the end, it's *him. Hahaz. Dunno why asked me to pick up the phone also. Heck la.. Conversation filled with laughters. As always. *He never failed to make me laugh. Told *him Im gg Krabi then *he said will assigned the worst a/c for my flight. *ar bish* Before that told *him Im gg Krabi then *he asked whether I booked already or not. I suspect *hes got something to say. But WHY THE HELL did I interrupt *him??!! So mad with myself.

Somehow whenever something like that happened, I feel that Im quite pathetic. Like a puppy always waiting for *him to give me a teeny weeny bit of attention. Sigh... Anyway, I know Im smiling because of *him

23rd December, Sunday

*他生日~

2007-12-26T19:33:00.000+08:00

14th December, Friday

Watched "Lust Caution". My first R21 movie. Kinda waste $$. Hehz.

18th December, Tuesday

Booked flight to Krabi. Confirmed going with Has & Marvin. Yoohoo~~

19th December, Wednesday

Drinking session at Changi Village. K.O. 18 bottles of Tiger in 4 hours. I blurz. Something happened in the car. *Sigh*

21st December, Friday

Drinking session again at Clarke Quay with Jos, Amelia, Marvin & Dar. First outing with Jos & Amelia. Fun and broke..

Anyway, bump into Adrian, Jing Ming, Terry & Yi Qiang while waiting for bus. So surprised to see them. Later saw Hon Guan & Pearline at Clarke Quay. So coincidental. =)

22nd December, Saturday

Outing with Avonda. It's been so long since we since met. Sigh. Time passed really fast seh. Christmas pressie from her >> "Where the Rainbow Ends" by Cecelia Ahern.

25th December, Tuesday

Merry Christmas!!~~ Went to Ian's place. Drink drank drunk. Lucky girlfriend drove. Woohoo~ Saw Sham's baby. Still as cute!! Heart him. Heard from Shaun, *he came to office yesterday lei. At 1 plus after I left. *jump jump jump* Sai.

Been an alcoholic for this week. *boo*

2007-12-07T20:46:00.000+08:00

29th November, Thursday

My Ipod is 1~~~

06th December, Thursday

My birthday present from FTM this year. Kinda surprised when I received it cuz it's like a week since my day.. Anyway, really thank girlfriend for that.

Saw *him yesterday when *he came for meeting. After one month.. I was very down when I saw *him. Even Terry notice my difference though I denied. Went for early lunch with Sim/Raymond cuz Im afraid *he will talk to me after *he's out from meetng. But even more afraid *he just walk away. Hence, I chose to be a coward.. Sigh. 真是相见不如怀念。。。

Finally weekend again. Gotta re-watch KSS!!

2007-12-02T12:22:00.001+08:00

I just finished watching "My Lovely Samsoon" yesterday!! So nice and sweet~ Want to learn Korean now. Hehz.

2007-11-27T18:01:00.000+08:00

I must have been influenced by Miss XS to be blogging more often than usual. Anyway, on MC again today. Have accumulated total 6 days of casual sick leave. And that, my free ticket is gone. Sigh.

流年不利 ah. If not how come got sick so often this year? I have already visit the doctor 4 times in a month. That's how bad. I can never remember I have been that sick-ly so frequent before I started working. Not as if I slept late everyday. I have 8 hours of sleep everyday. (excluding weekends of course). And I have regular meals and enough H2O what. So what's wrong with me? When I went to the doctor ytd, she was telling I have low blood pressure and told me to get some rest today cuz I was so weak according to her. And it seems to me like Im going to die soon lydat. WTF.

-The end of my grumbles-

2007-11-25T12:08:00.000+08:00

I had a dream about *him yesterday. Not really as in *him in person but thru phone la. Received a call from *him to wish me "happy birthday" even though he's on reservist. Must be 潜意识作祟。。 How I wish it will really happen. *sigh*

2007-11-23T20:06:00.000+08:00

23rd November, Friday

Received a mail from Josephine today. Subject is "Sending you a hug". Part of the content is "The Rescuing Hug" as below. I was really touched when I was reading it. It's that bond which really moved my heart. Tell me how you feel after you saw the article and picture. For full article, please DIY. *I cant believe it. Din even know how to tag an image to my blog now. Web help in progress*

This is a picture from an article called, "The Rescuing Hug." The article details the first week of life of a set of twins. Apparently, each were in their respective incubators, and one was not expected to live. A hospital nurse fought against the hospital rules and placed the babies in one incubator. When they were placed together, the healthier of the two threw an arm over her sister in an endearing embrace. The smaller baby's heart rate stabilized and her temperature rose to normal.

*Finally uploaded the picture. curse*

Anyway, I forwarded this mail (I only forward those that I really like) including *him. And received his "out of office" reply and that *he will only be back on 02 Dec 07. 03 Dec 07 to be precise. Kinda upset. Cuz this will mean I will never get my birthday wish from *him. Not as if *he did last year. But Im still hoping. And now hope is drained away....

Counting down to another wrinkle.. ~.~

22nd November, Thursday

Happy 1 and a half years anniversary to my current job. =) Im still surviving!!

2007-11-18T15:36:00.000+08:00

17th November, Saturday

Miss P-Plate. *grinz*

2007-11-14T20:15:00.001+08:00

12th November, Monday

Second attempt. Same result. Im cui.

2007-11-01T22:20:00.000+08:00

29th October, Monday

我失恋了!

2007-10-06T11:45:00.000+08:00

06 October, Saturday

No miracle. No 11th day. Saded. Luckily was kinda bz yesterday. If not life will be miserable with Has & Marvin on half day leave. bOo.

Took this 心理测验 >> 薔薇之戀 - 測苦戀指數 and result as below.

百合～苦戀指數：90
你會陷入苦戀悲情的漩渦裏，自己要負最大的責任，因為你認為喜歡你的人，一定會發現你的內在美，所以不怎麼打扮你自己，卻不知道 99 %的男生是欣賞外在美的動物，沒興趣發掘你的內在美，你對自己太沒自信，只眼巴巴地等別人來追你，又不敢主動，建議像百合這樣F時代的美眉，想要得到令人羡慕的愛情，放下矜持，去向對方表白吧！

Alamak. So true can. Should I really go after it? I was considering next year lei. hAiz.

Marvin made a rough estimate of our cost to Cebu-Boracay and it's about SGD1400?! Quite ex to me. Previously went to BKK twice only spent SGD500 & SGD800 lei. Somemore only 3 days? Have to go look for budget hotels liaoz~

Going to Sharmaine's birthday chalet later. As usual, the other girls are all very bz. Can see Im really very no social life. Haiz. Luckily managed to ask Xiao Shan go with me. If not I very LL lor~

2007-10-04T22:59:00.000+08:00

04 October, Thursday

10th day! I wonder if tomorrow will be the 11th day. But I doubt so. Think no more meeting liao..

Anyway, going Boracay in Dec~ So excited. Cant wait to book the flight just in case there's any unforeseen circumstances.

2007-10-03T21:56:00.000+08:00

03 October, Wednesday

I've been a happpy girl for the 9th day~ Because I've seen *him for 6 days out of the 9 days including Sat & Sun! Which means I've only not seen *him for 3 days. Hur hur. And dunno why. Suddenly so friendly to me? Everytime also talked to me. Except last thursday (270907) @ Frank's baby one month celebration. *He arrived like an hour later after me and Gerald. And the whole time, I suspect *he din even looked at me. I know I sound idiotic la. But... *He's been so nice previously ma..

OT abit. The journey to Frank's place was damn funny. Poor Gerald got "conned" by me, someone who cant read map. Hoho.

Monday (011007). I msged *him. Wishing *him Happy Children's Day. And *he actually replied lei! You cant imagine how fast my heart is beating at that moment. Although only one msg. But Im happy. *whistle*

I seriously dunno what's *his status. But for now. I still need time.

2007-09-09T13:32:00.000+08:00

07 September, Friday>/u>

Bowling session at NSRCC. I have the lowest score in all the 4 games we played. *shame shame*

Me + Gerald + 20 handicap points won Has + Marvin~ Woohoo~

Me + Gerald + Dar won Has + Marvin + Shaun = Monday free lunch. Wakaka.

2007-08-29T12:34:00.000+08:00

Oh man! Im cui... Driving test today. Not sure if I failed quite badly. Immediate failure at the LAST part of the test! Gosh! Im an idiot. Too complacent maybe.. Wish myself luck for my 2nd attempt!

Re-test date: 12-Nov-07.

Gotta take another AL. Which leave me with only 2 days for the rest of the year. Boo~

Feel so sleepy now.. But I woke up at 8 this morning! zZz.. What's wrong with me?!

Been spending alot recently. Cut down please!

2007-07-26T19:47:00.000+08:00

*
好想捂住耳朵
不想不看不想听谁说
好想蹲在角落
把谴责的眼光都躲过

像个黑色漩涡
将我吞没
悔恨已逃不脱
*

15th Jun - 29th Jun
Out of the country~

26th Jul
MOS tmr~ Zoo on sat!

2007-06-06T20:14:00.000+08:00

*sHeesh* Im so fucking pissed off now. I just missed the second spree in this week. Arghz!!! And that's when I finally got my IB. *bOO*

Anyway *he talked to me today. Hahaha. Asked me to look after *his phone for him. I was so tempted to play with *his phone la! If not for the "environment" then. *bLeahz* Plus *his warning before that. *He said my heart will be broken if I read *his msg.. *Eewww* Hate that!

2007-06-02T19:29:00.001+08:00

05 May, Saturday

Company 60th Anniversary Run~ I managed to finish in 1 hour and 3 minutes plus. 1 hour walking and 3 minutes running. Hehez. At least I finished the 6km route. v^.^v
Din win anything from the lucky draw. Aww... So unlucky.

02 Jun, Saturday

Cut my hair today. My fringe damn short. Looks like the cleopatra hair style. *eeKs* Still not used to it. Look better when tied up. Spent alot of money ahz. Sianz. Don wan to go out anymore. At least until I come back. Cant wait to go Cherry Creek. Yipee~~

Anyway my spree items arrived on wed and yesterday. My jeans damn nice la! But too tight. ~><~ Not size S anymore!! Slim down please!

2007-05-23T19:33:00.000+08:00

Happy Belated One Year to the working Me~

2007-04-15T02:32:00.000+08:00

*Oops* I know I shouldn't be thinking of *him. But maybe it's the beer. Maybe it's the wine. Maybe it's the bloated tummy. Maybe it's because Im half-drunked. Anyway missing *him.. BKK time should be 0134H right now. If I remember correctly that BKK is an hour behind SG. Wondering what *he's doing now? Think *he will be back on Mon yea?

Playing around with Photoshop editing the pictures taken at Churrascaria. But somehow never turn out nice lei. Gonna explore the program maybe tomorrow. Updates and perhaps photos on Churrascaria & Timbre maybe tomorrow. Too sleepy. Woke up at freaking 0830H today or yesterday. Whatever you call it.

2007-04-12T20:36:00.000+08:00

Tony Rich Project - Nobody Knows Lyrics

Wish I'd told her how I felt, then maybe she'd be here right now, but
instead...
I pretended I'm glad you went away
These four walls closing more everyday
And I'm dyin' inside
And nobody knows it but me
Like a clown I put on a show
The pain is real even if nobody knows
And I'm cryin' inside
And nobody knows it but me
Why didn't I say, the things I needed to say
How could I let my angel get away
Now my world is just a tumblin' down
I can say it so clearly, but you're nowhere around
The nights are lonely, the days are so sad
And I just keep thinkin' about the love that we had
And I'm missin' you
And nobody know it but me
I carry a smile when I'm broken in two
And I'm nobody without someone like you
I'm tremblin' inside
And nobody knows it but me
I lie awake it's a quarter past three
I'm screamin' at night if I thought you'd hear me
Yeah, my heart is callin' you
And nobody knows it but me
How blue can I get, you could ask my heart
But like a jigsaw puzzle it's been torn all apart
A million words couldn't say just how I feel
A million years from now you know I'll be lovin' you still
The nights are lonely the days are so sad
And I just keep thinkin' about the love that we had
And I'm missin' you
And nobody knows it but me
Yeah, Ohh, uhh, whoa, omom,
Nobody, nobody, but me.....
Tomorrow morning I'm hittin' the dusty road
Gonna find you where ever, ever you might go
And I'm gonna unload my heart
And hope you come back to me
Yeah, sad when the nights are lonely...
The nights are lonely, the days are so sad
And I just keep thinkin' about the love that we had
And I'm missin' you
And nobody knows it but me...

2007-04-11T21:35:00.000+08:00

Im feeling so terrible after *his visit today. Shit *him. Told me *his whole group going BKK this weekend. Even the IA student also going!!!

I feel so terrible!

I feel so terrible!

I feel so terrible!

I cannot explain my feeling now. It's so complicated. I know Im a nobody. But even the IA student is going?? I cannot believe it. IA student you know? Why is it not me? Why I cant have a chance to go with *him. Why why why. I asked myself repeatedly. As if God will give me an answer.

I feel so terrible!

I feel so terrible!

I feel so terrible!

I wished *he never dropped by today.

2007-04-06T22:47:00.000+08:00

24th Mar, Saturday

Went cycling with Has. Just two of us. How romantic right? Hehez. Cycled for 2 plus hours. 2 Hours and 20 minutes to be more exact. Cuz we return the bike 20 minutes later. *Oopz* Too engrossed in cycling? Really been a long time since I engaged in such "heavy" exercise. We practically cycled from one end of ECP to the other end! End result = Butt ache. *oUch*

31st Mar, Saturday

Had my first driving lesson. Started raining damn heavily when I reached CDC. Damn sway can! Sis said that it's a sign. *bLeaHz* Anyway only had an hour of lesson. Suppose to be one and half hour. But the instructor had kinda messed up his schedule. Therefore only an hour. Instructor said Im very stubborn. Engine stall occured for an embarrasing number of times. Hope next lesson will be better. Haiz. Maybe I should just remain as a passenger la!

04th Apr, Wednesday

Had dinner with Mr.H. Before that actually I said I had craving for sushi, pizza and ice cream. But he prefer ba chor mee or wan tan mee. But in the end we still went to Sakae la. But I din get to eat my salmon sushi!! Was too full after my udon. *bOo* Been very weird lately. Very hungry and full at the same time. How can they happen at once? Feeling fat already. Must exercise more!! (Say only) I was suppose to blanja him. But he picked up the bill instead. mUhahaha. Must pay back liaoz. Anyway he's a weird guy who likes to walk along "ang moh chu" instead of taking bus. Treat it as a form of exercise for me ba~ Anyway heard from him that it was *him who asked me go Mr.F place during CNY. *pUzzLed* Why asked me when Mr.F din invite me sia. Haiz. It's over anyway. No point thinking too much. -= dUan Le de xIan=-

05th Apr, Thursday

Woohoo~ Ex-boss say he's going to bring me to this "Churrascaria" place for dinner next week~ Im so excited. He said that it was better than Lawry's. I hope it does! Seriously I sort of din expect him to really treat me lo~ But Im a happy girl. Haha.
Anyway heard *he went aussie liao la. I am quite upset la. It's just weird. Even though I dont see *him. But maybe because I knew *he's just there. Din really feel so "that one that one". Now heard *he's off to aussie actually made me feel quite off. *bOo* I know *he wont miss me but I will. Though we hardly speak to each other now. Wonder how long will *he be there? Is it really a week? I din ask.

06th Apr, Friday

Happy Good Friday~ Home alone. Feeling good. Free and easy. But quite torturous that I have to endure "no-food" stage due to serious case of laziness. Haha. And also woke up quite late. Ordered pizza for dinner. I had 4 when I said Im not hungry. Sis had 3 when she's damn hungry. Now tell me whos fat?! And I had zinger for lunch? Oh did I?

2007-03-22T21:01:00.000+08:00

斷了的弦.. 再怎麼接音都不對..

2007-03-17T15:17:00.000+08:00

06 Mar, Tuesday

Was on MC. Suspected food posioning but not. Virus infection. Causing me to be half dead. Basically "Shang Tu Xia Xie". Totally weak. Next day, got screwed for not visiting company's doctor. =(

09 Mar, Friday

Last day of service to current ex-customer. Was kinda sad.. They are my first customer ma. For 9 months lei. Of cuz cant bear la. But it was a happy day though. Mr H and Mr A was kind enough to let me bully them for the last day. Hur hur. Anyway took my FTT trial test at night. And because I did not really study. The result was "FAILED". Not really surprising. After that Boss came to pick me and Has to go Timbre. Together with ex-boss and Marvin. We stayed until 1 plus then went home. Erdinger is nice! Im so addicted~ Had lychee freeze. *bleahx* Very not nice. The live band there was good! The lead singer's voice very powerful~ But abit too loud for me. I was like half deaf when I left the place. Was a pleasant evening/night except I cant stop thinking of *him. *bOo*

16 Mar, Friday

I went for my REAL FTT. Alot of people see me no up. All said I will sure fail and urged me to book my next test date. *arGhz* So angry. Ex-boss even said he will blanja me if I pass. And so. After so many "put-downs". I PASSED my FTT~~ Wooray!!! I wanna make him bring me to Lawry's (wishful thinking) after he's back from France. Booooooo!!!

It's been 2 weeks since I last saw *him. Boo.... No more reason to see *him anymore. *He dozen come and I cant go. Hate that. Heard *he's flying to aussie for duty travel. Heard it's one week. Heard it's this coming week. 3 weeks not seeing *him?? *gAwd*

Anyway me and Has signed up for a HR workshop on the 14th April~ Free and have door gift~ Woohoo~ Cant wait. Cuz I've never join this kind of workshop before. Hope it will be a fruitful and fun one!

Anyway anyway. It's been my THIRD time falling sick within 1 month. What's wrong with me? Immune system failing? *snEezIng + sOre thRoaT + watEry eYes* Bleahz!

2007-02-21T18:33:00.000+08:00

14th Feb, Wednesday

*He called me when Im trying to hitch a ride to LM. (Hate that!) Said *he's at the lift lobby. Ask me go back office first then *he will fetch me later. So nice of *him right? Hur hur. After that *he came my office chat chat fool around. Told me *he wearing new shirt. But seriously I never notice what he usually wear. =P

Aiya aiya aiya.. Something not so good happened in the afternoon. (The japanese newspaper). I was pretty upset with it. But seems like they think it's very funny. And I think Im not wrong to be angry la. Even Chye Kwee also think so. Next day Mr.F called to apologise. And then I forgive and forget lo~

16th Feb, Friday

Went for meeting. Then *he called my boss. After that asked me to listen. Intially I don want to pick up de lor. But kena hit by my boss so listen lo. Ask me call *him back when Im back in office. So I called *him back, purely on business basis. Then *he asked if Im still angry and start to say about that issue again. I quickly stooped *him and say Im going to hang up the phone if *he continue on that topic. Angry lei. *He still can laugh. Piak *him ah. But I very useless la. *He ask me don angry. Will tell me more lame jokes to coax me. Then I ok liaoz. Very useless right? *bOo. Then *he and Mr.H came my office to discuss something with my boss. The moment *he came in saw *him liaoz and as usual *he called my "nickname" given by *him. After that dunno why. *He and boss just stand around my table and start chatting wor. Then *he snatched my pillow when Im going back to my seat and sit on my chair until I chased *him away. Hur hur. Both of us damn childish. After that *he jio me go lunch~~ Cuz lunch time already ma. Duh. I asked *him why today want to have lunch here then *he gave that "cannot mehz" look. Tiao *him ah. *He say wanna drive to canteen then I scold *him lazy lor. But in the end still took the car. Useless me! During the lunch, all the way *he talk lor. So many things to say. Then I sit there admire *him lor~~ Hur hur.

After work went to visit Sham & family~~ His baby damn cute! 2 days old only. So soft lo. Very scare to carry. Only dare to carry when Im sitting down. Make me wanna give birth sia. Then somewhere around the topic Boss suddenly say skali my baby come out look like *him. I scare until. I think it's only a casual remark?

17th Feb, Sat

Had reunion dinner. Nothing much la.

18th Feb, Sun

Happy CNY~ Went visiting. Nothing much. Except I had Zinger meal for lunch and Prosperity Meal for dinner. Result: Cough like siao..

19th Feb, Mon

Went temple to pray. Nothing much.

20th Feb, Tue

Haha. Finally to the day that is not "nothing much". Actually intend to visit Ben's place. But Mr.H called me at 1200 asked me whether I wanna go Mr.F house for visiting. Initially I quite reluctant la. Cuz people never invite. Then Mr.H say have. Say only Mr.A, himself and *him going. So I agreed. Then after that he come fetch me. Hee hee. Honestly I wanna go is because *he's going also la. Hohoho. Anyway finally managed to find Mr.F's place. His kids damn cute la! Sit around watch TV eat. Then say wanna play MJ. I initially don wan de. Cuz I am for "entertainment". But I played lor. Think it's because of *him again. *He very disturb la. Keep messing up the tiles when Im trying to stack them up. And act nothing happen. Childish leh. After 1st round I actually wanna leave liaoz. Cuz thinking still wanna go Ben's place. But Mr.F asked me stay for dinner lo. And because of *him, I stayed la. Very useless me. Pang seh my sister & Ben. So we started on 2nd round. I tio pao. Have to pay for all. *bOOOOOoo! They very bad la. Also cheat me what. Or izit because Im stupid? Aiya. I not expert in MJ what. But I think I not bad also la. Cuz *he praised me say I got improved from 1st round. Hur hur.

After 2nd round, finally had our dinner~ Im actually not supposed to eat prawn due to bad cough. But because before that when I washed my hands, *he said I washed hands must shell the prawns for them. So again. Because of *him. I go against my sinfulness. I shelled the prawns la. Of cuz only want to do it for *him la. But cannot be obvious so have to distribute to other people as well. In the end, to fake I had 2 prawns as well. After dinner, I actually want to go home already. Cuz it's 2030 liaoz. But I see they like want to start MJ again. Then *he jio me to play again. Say without me not fun. Aiya. Then again. I stayed. *haIz* So after that played until close to 2300. Finally can go home. Luckily Mr.F sent us home. Hoho. On the way back, *he started saying about Ms.B la. Ms.B long Ms.B short. Listen until I sad. So I sleep in the car lo. Upset lei. Reached home at 2330. But in the end slept at 1 plus 2 lydat. Because cough like nobody's business. Think it's because of the prawns. Hai.

21st Feb, Wed

First day of work. People who knew that I went Mr.F's place the day before all say I shouldn't have gone. But seriously I don see the big problem. At least for me la. My boss say shouldn't get too close too them. Haiz. Why lydat? Friends only what..

2007-02-04T11:38:00.000+08:00

29th Jan, Monday

*He's finally back from reservist~ Went to *his office but not to look for *him actually. I told *him I missed *him alot. Then *he say never give *him a kiss. Sianz... Why lydat.... Ah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *He went for hols again. Will be coming back on Tues. So good. Always go holiday one. I want also no chance. Ah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Someday in this week. I think is Wednesday? Sim sent 2 pictures of my ex-impressed. Last time die die want die die cannot get. Skali now don wan already then have. *zzZ*

Wanna go extract my wisdom tooth. So pain sia...

2007-01-28T12:45:00.000+08:00

27th Jan, Saturday

I've changed my phone to SGH-D900~ I gave up my PINK motorazr for it. If not for the "worn out" battery life. I just thought I will keep my razr longer. After all, I've only use it for 15 mths. Exact 15 mths! Hehe. Actually wanted to get SGH-E890 instead. But after reading reviews (not much) and tried it at the stores. I din take that even though only $198 with 2 year contract loh! Not very use with the "no-keypad" design. Messaging is sorta slow IMO. The design I think is slightly nicer than D900 la. Then went to trade-in my razr. Later then realise all my messages are store in the phone lo! Wah lau... I thought will be stored in SIM card de? Sianz.. Got *his message inside lehz! Kaoz~

After that went Ben's place for Mahjong Session with my sis and her friend. Soooo long never see Happy liaoz. Still botak as usual. Ugly ugly. And very excited. Make me abit kia kia at the beginning. But got used to it very soon. Kena scratch like hell. Luckily I wore jeans ytd. If not my leg "hui" liaoz. *pHew* Back to MJ session. Ma chiam kena con lei. How would I know that friend dunno how to play MJ one. Skali training session. Damn sianz la. I thought it was a revised session like my case. *pUi* Wait until I DL. Play 4 hours still haven finish one round la. I really pei fu how Ben can put up with me when he taught me last time. Im really not that kind of patience person la! Surprisingly, I won chips lei. Very long never win already. Hoho.

26th Jan, Friday
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!! *He called me lei!!!!! What a WONDERFUL surprise~~~ Initially I tot I listened wrongly liaoz. Cuz *he will only be back on Mon ma. When *he said second sentence I knew it's him already! SO OBVIOUS LA! I tot *he's back already. But no loh. Think *he's at home ba. Im missing *him already~~~ So happy *he's coming back!!! *wOohOoo!* After *his call, I cant stopped smiling la~ Hee hee hee. Even though *he called on a "business" basis. But I still happy. *la La la La la* However, something not so unpleasant happen not long after *his call. Make me lost my happy mood. Haiz. Some people are just not worth mentioning la. I rather think of *him!

25th Jan, Thursday
Finally went lunch with Hann Yuan and Andy le~ Say for 2 weeks liao then go. Anyway lotsa funny things happen la. Eg. the lousy umbrella. lOlz.

2007-01-24T20:08:00.000+08:00

*Sigh* Think Im going through "Quater Life Crisis". I remember reading about this before I reach this QLC stage. So now Im experiencing it.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Quarterlife_crisis

24 days pass 2007 and I still haven acheive anything. Read though my 运势 for 2007 and it states that for relationship --> It will be a quiet year for the singles. -_-" Im super dotz! I can only wait for next year liao la! Ah Ming say girls have manufacturing date --> used by date --> and EXPIRY date. And Im so going to expire already!!! *Ugga uGga* How how how???!!! I want go for match-making session la!

*He's away for reservist for 2 freaking weeks!!! Counting down 4 days~

2007-01-01T16:04:00.000+08:00

01 Jan 07, Monday

Happy 2007!!!

New year, new life, new hope! My New Year Resolution No.1 will be

Get my Driving License!!
Prove to all those who see me no up! Really hope can get la. But first I need to go and register the PDL. Hehz.

No.2 resolution: Get flawless skin~
No.3 resolution: More money more money!!
No.4 resolution: To fly to France! Italy! Japan! England! Taiwan! Aussie!! So many countries that I want to visit!!
No.5 resolution: Hmmm.. To stop thinking of the impossibles!

Actually I think 2006 pass really damn fast! I still can rmb I went marina area last year to see fireworks and count down for 2006. And now? 2007 already. ~~This~~ Last year like never accomplish anything. 混混愕愕就这样过了一年. 感觉很没有成就. I hope I can really get something done this new year! At least for myself. Im tired of my boring self. *zZz* I want to change myself! My lifestyle! My everything!

31st Dec 06, Sunday

*He called me on my HP for the first time!! My heartbeat at that moment, I swear, went pass 200! Even though *he called regarding work related stuffs. I still damn happy la! Our conversation last for 1 minutes and 35 seconds.. Woohoo~ I must be crazy.. Isnt it a memorable day? On the last day of 2006. Hee hee. But *hes going TW tomorrow. So I think cant see *him until next week. *bOo*

29th Dec, Friday

Received 2 cakes from customer~ Not for me la. For the division la. Hoho. Din talk to *him. Cuz I was quite upset by what *he said to me the day before. But bumped into *him at the lift. Then asked me whether I wanna go *his office. But I actually just came back from there la. Somemore have to go for Has/Sham presentation. So never go. But in my heart, I damn want to go la! *sPin mysElf arOund* gIddy..

28th Dec, Thursday

*He very cute la. *He called to ask me help *him do something. But then I cant help *him. So *he called and said I very no value then say wanna scold me. But like nothing to scold also. *bLeahZ* Then our conversation very funny lo.. Hoho. Im crazy again.

2006-12-23T14:15:00.000+08:00

9th Dec, Saturday

Went to M'sia to attend Da Ge's wedding~ Reach Gu Ma's place the first person I saw is Er Ge. Dunno he shrink or what. Become so short lei. Hee Hee. Cuz from what I remember he very tall de lei. Anyway he going to become daddy soon~ Er Sao giving birth in Feb/Mar lydat. Too bad cant see my niece.. (isit niece?)Anyway feel the wedding abit off la. As in unlike Singapore, they don go restaurant for their wedding dinner. It's like at home type.. So din get really good food imo. Somemore it was raining in the afternoon while we having the "lunch".

This trip to M'sia quite short. Reach Saturday then Tuesday came back liaoz. Din do alot of shopping. So disappointed. But at least I managed to catch up with my cuzzies~ Din see them for 2 years liaoz. Kinda miss them.. Anyway Wu Shu say my face big like hum chim peng.. I super dotz la!

20th Dec, Wednesday

I dunno why *he treat me so good today. Firstly, ask me go lunch and even offer to send me back to office after lunch. Then say will treat me cuz I din bring my wallet with me. Although in the end not *he treat me laz. Then while we having lunch, say lotsa things that makes me happy.. Or at least I felt happy la.. Why he suddenly so nice ONLY today I cant understand.. Because of *him, I got so oFf that I din stay for OT. Went for Badminton Session with Has, WL, Jeffrey, Albert and Chee Kok. I never play la. I only went there because I don feel productive that day and tot that going there will help me relax and stop thinking. And I was right~ Cuz me and Jeffrey din play, then we talked and joked alot lor. Very fun! Actually wanna leave early but still stay until they finished the game. After that, dinner at NYP. In the end, I got home at 2240. I damn tired loz.. *zZz* But overall FUN!

22th Dec, Friday

Had Christmas Lunch~ Woohoo~ Waited until 3 plus then eat. Nearly starve me to death.. Hee hee. Before that, *he got come to office at 2 plus lo. But I din talk to *him initially la. Busy doing my work & hopping around taking pictures. Then only talked for a while *he went back liaoz. Told me lotsa jokes, make me happy then go back liaoz. Damn sad. Anyway, after our lunch we had Christmas Gift Exchange. I got a Body Shop Shower Set. White Musk de. Smells quite good. Also received present from Khalili & Marvin~ Din expect it at all! So coincident that Me and Has wore red top plus jeans to work yesterday. Look like twins lei. Inseparable one. Haha. Lastly, received call from gerald in the morning!! Telling how nice Krabi is. Sianz. Tempt me to go only.. And last lastly, there is this shopping mall in BKK that sells lotsa cheap things which Ah Ming told me! I wanna go BKK next year liaoz!

23rd Dec, Saturday

I shouldn't think too much. Better give up now. So depressed. Why am I always letting guys control my mood? I really hate this! I hate myself! ArghZ!

2006-12-02T14:42:00.000+08:00

29 November, Wednesday

Baby Donald Bday cake~~ Cute ba? Indicating Im 2 years old~ Hehe

My Bday Present~~ They initially wrapped it in a chocolate box.
Misleading & Surprising!

Thanks FTM for giving me such a memorable birthday. I will never forget this day!

30 November, Thursday

Rainbow~ Even though it never rain that day. I was so surprised. I waited so long to see the rainbow. Due to poor hp cam quality, it is not very visible..

Moving down to 4th floor on Monday. Will miss my office.. *bOo*

My messy table! Hee hee..

*He flew to BKK for duty travel. Sian.. Im so depressed!! My depressed/impressed!! Haiz.

2006-11-25T12:35:00.000+08:00

Photos took on Friday can be displayed liaoz~ So happy! The 3 silly Charlie's Angels~ Nice and fun times. Getting the photos from Has probably tomorrow. If she remember to bring. Hee hee.

Having Christmas Lunch on 22nd December~~ Yippie~ Food again!!!

sO dePresseD & sO imPresseD.. ~~

2006-11-22T21:21:00.000+08:00

18th Nov, Sat

Div Dinner at Grand Mecure~ Quite fun overall.. Took alot of photos~ Im also the photographer.. My skill damn GOOD la! And the "best" part is I din win my Ipod nano! *aRgHz* But got take photo with it. lOls.. Anyway, photos took on friday somehow cannot be display.. Sadz! Got alot of silly photos eg Charlie's Angel!! Hai.. Drink too much --> half drunk.. *headache*

19th Nov, Sun

Kartika is back!

20th Nov, Mon

Went BT with Calvin & Hann Yuan to have ice milo.. So sinful.. =p

22nd Nov, Wed

Today is my 6 months anniversary of work~ Still very gong gong.. Haiz... What to do?
Chye Kwee coming back tomorrow~ wOo*

2006-11-17T23:49:00.000+08:00

On time off today to buy the lucky draw gifts for tomorrow~ Went PP to buy the pressies since we'll be having the event at opposite. Had a lot of fun shopping plus took alot of silly pictures. Hehe. But very tired.. Im so sleepy now.. But have to wait for my hair to dry.. *zzZ*

I still have no idea what to wear tomorrow... Have no shoe to match.. *bOO* And I dunno what to *bling*..

2006-11-12T14:48:00.000+08:00

Received confirmation from Boss on Tuesday (07-Nov-06) even though my actual confirmation day is on 22-Nov-06.

Been sick for the past week. So long haven recover.. Sianz. Tuesday having Canadian Pizza for dept lunch! Drooling liaoz. Hee hee.

Division dinner next Saturday~ Me and Has will be "receptionist". Hehe. Hope it will be fun!

2006-10-24T11:23:00.000+08:00

12 October, Thursday

Chye Kwee back from France! Brought me chocolate! Hur hur. So nice of him~

13 October, Friday

Our division had a friendly bowling match with Materials. I think out of so many players Im the worse lor! For 2 games I only scored 99 points lei.. Wah lau. Si bei xia suay. And the champion team and runner up team both from Materials. So sianz~ But luckily Gerald got the dunno what best player. Help us 争光~ And also I saw Remy Ong there! His skill is good la! Impress sia! Next, Boss drove me, Has, Shaun and Aasa to have dinner-supper at KFC. We stayed until the people there "drove" us away lo. Hahaz. We are the last batch of customer there lor.

19 October, Thursday

Before that still complaining never got a chance to go BT. Finally got chance to go liaoz. Somemore go there twice in a day. Hee hee. Had lunch at Hans there lor. I tried the "Chicken Cabonara". Not bad la. Then got "ka-po" Gerald's chicken chop. Quite nice I would say.

23 October, Monday

Was talking to Calvin ytd. Din know he's that good la. *bleahz* And ytd I got talked to him~~ Thanks to Has! Hur hur

2006-10-06T21:19:00.000+08:00

Oh my tian! The haze is suffocating me man! Heard from mum that today PSI is 80+. Highest compared to the previous days. What a mooncake festival... I cant even see the moon just now.

Today had a little tea/mooncake session in office. But I never like mooncake one lei. I prefer ba chang. Kiam one esp. Whaha. Fourth month and counting in my job. Unbelievable. 4 months just zoom zoom past lydat. In another 1 month plus, it will determine whether I in or out. Boo! And hor and hor, today went for audio test. As usual, the doctor say my left hearing sucks la. Sianz. Dunno why lydat also. If it's because I listen to mp3 hor. Then should be both ears what (Choy!) But how come only left lei? *weIrd* Now I can only hope that the condition will stabilize and not worsen! So young hearing loss. I don wan!!! *sCreams*

Had a GOOD chance to take photo of him during lunch. He's just sitting one table away from me. *aRghz* But no courage la. My phone damn pink. Too obvious liaoz. Just that day, Aasa asked me if Im serious about him but I say I dunno la. I mean it's just crush lor. what serious not serious? Sianz. This kind of thing so complicated la!

Actually my job is really not that bad. I sorta like my job la already. But sometimes it can really get frustrating with some people. Still adapting and learning. Im so glad I have good bosses and nice colleagues! I really hope I don screw up again! And finally got my uniform liao. Don have to think what to wear what to wear everyday le. Now I very MAN ok. lOlz.

2006-09-17T14:32:00.000+08:00

13 Sep 06, Wed

He smiled and said hello to me for the first time! Unbelievable!

14 Sep 06, Thu

Talked to him TWICE! Even though the conversation is SO short until I dunno if it can be considered as a conversation. But Im happy~~~ La-la-la-la-la~

2006-09-09T17:31:00.000+08:00

不可能的事，就算想得再多，也不会有奇迹发生。。

2006-07-22T16:36:00.000+08:00

Whaha. I this whole week almost everyday also saw him lo. Hohoho. *float around* Flying to Bangkok next week~~~~ *hop around*
Watching this TW drama "The Swindlers" on Channel 56 now. Quite nice! Also, recently addicted to "Full Metal Alchemist". Very nice!! Must see!
Ok, update what I did last week. *Look down*

14 July, Friday

Went drinking with Ben after work. Crossed 4 roads just to get a drink. I nearly faint. lOls. Play "Daytona" with him. And I lost lei. What the hell. Actually I should win de la. But I crashed twice. If not I sure win de lo. My best time is better ok?! Then later play "Puzzle Fighter II" (Something like that). I also lost lo. Sianz. Dunno what I am good at sia. Anyway someone challenged him lo. After me waiting for him to beat the fifth computer challenger, someone go challenged him. I was like "wah lau eh". Cant you challenged him earlier???!!! But dunno izit because he pai seh that I wait too long he lost lo. Hur hur. Whatever...

<15 July, Saturday

Went to watch "Pirates of the Carribean: Dead Man's Chest" I din even finished the show lo. Im sitting at the very FIRST row can!! Don understand why they wanna spent money to suffer lor. After the first hour, I already feel like vomiting and stuff lo. Worst experience I ever had!

<16 July, Sunday

Went Heartland Mall with Mum and cousins. Then saw Terry and Jing Ming there. Actually simple thing like this can make me very happy liao lor. I mean the feeling is good lor. We chatted for a while and after laughing at their botak heads then we left lo. Hahaz. Im damn mean right?! Hoho. And I forgot Jing Ming name lor. Hur hur. But now I remember liao.

2006-07-10T21:42:00.000+08:00

OMG!!! Im so STRESSED!!! Just beginning to like my job a little and got bring down by someone today. So DEPRESSED!! I need to drink!!!

2006-07-09T15:12:00.000+08:00

08 July, Saturday

Went airport to send Kartika off to Australia. Supposed to meet Raghu & Naeem at 1915. But I was late. It seems like Im getting the habit of being late. Dunno when it started and learn from who. Hur hur. Anyway it's not good. Have to change le. So we roamed around the departure hall cuz we realised we din asked her where to meet. But in the end of cuz still found her lo~ Then we chat around, took pictures blah blah. Then at around 2045 she had to go in already. Then got tear abit la. I really cant stand this type of 场合. And it's the first time in my life that someone around me is leaving for so long and I went to 送机 la. But not that long also la. She will come back to SG during her summer holidays in December. But aiya. The feeling is just not the same lor.

09 July, Sunday

Damn heavy rain now! Perfect weather for sleeping. *Yawnz* But cant sleep. If not at night sure 失眠 liao. Today actually got somebody wanna treat me to watch movie de. But I reject. Hahaha. I wanna watch "Pirates of the Carribean" instead. So have to watch Part 1 today then next week can watch Part 2~ Hee hee. Experiencing tummy ache from ytd till today. Dunno what's wrong with me. Recently keep having tummy ache. Sianz. *bIsh*

2006-07-07T22:08:00.000+08:00

疯狂世界 ~ 五月天

如果说了后悔是不是一切就能倒退
回忆多么美活着多么狼狈
为什么这个世界总要叫人尝伤悲
我不能了解也不想了解
我好想好想飞
逃离这个疯狂世界
那么多苦那么多累
那么多莫名的泪水

The lyrics reflect what Im feeling right now. *Haiz* I want to change my life!!!

**************************************************
Just saw this from a forum. Think the blind girl only love his bf becuz "he's always there for her". I dont think this is true love ba? *Tsk tsk* I mean it's more like she's relying on her bf than love him. Feel very complicated. And I suddenly hate myself for being so superficial.

There was a blind girl who hated herself just because she's blind.
She hated everyone, except her loving boyfriend... he's always there for her.
She said that if she could only see the world, she would marry her boyfriend.

One day, someone donated a pair of eyes to her and then she can see everything, including her boyfriend.
Her boyfriend asked her, "now that you can see the world, will you marry me?"
The girl was shocked when she saw that her boyfriend is blind too, and refused to marry him.

Her boyfriend walked away in tears, and later wrote a letter to her saying...
"Just take care of my eyes dear"

2006-07-04T19:24:00.000+08:00

Updates of my life

Basically I have NO LIFE! Hur hur.

Attended my Graduation Ceremony this afternoon. Finally a real Good-bye to SP. Reached at around 1310? And the ceremony only started at 2 plus I think. Din have my handphone with me. Cuz I realise the jacket I borrowed don have pocket! Sianz. After the guest speech then started to queue up to get my empty scroll. So damn nervous. Think I must have look like an idiot when I went up the stage. *sHeesh* Then after the ceremony ended took photos lor~ Took with Carol, we 5, family and then class photo!! But I really think I look idiotic la. With my new "kuku" hair cut last last Saturday. Ma chiam dunno how to pose lei. Smile like a nerd only. Plus hair so messy I think I look crazy ahz. The weather damn hot lo! Anyway my sister finally *ru yuan* took photo with Naeem le. Hahaz. Anyway will definitely miss my school & my classmates. All the botaks esp. Whaha.

Oh... Anyway just received news Happy-Lee's owner today IPPT wor. Not briefing lei. *aWww*

03 Jul Monday

Went TM after work to meet Naeem & Kartika. Raghu din come due to LIS (Low Immune System). Hee hee. Had Swensens for dinner~ Naeem's treat! Ordered their new dish "Salmon & Mushroom Pasta". Not nice. I dont like the Shitake mushroom. *uRgh* Then after went to Metro cuz Naeem wanted to buy tie for his Dad. And I happened to see this perfume-box-lookalike brief!! Hahaz. Think I might give it to somebody on his birthday~ Lastly we went to take neoprint! Actually wanted to say that earlier le. But scare they dun wan so din say. Luckily Kartika suggested it~ Hehe. And I should say taking neoprint is quite good. Cuz everytime come out sure sweat alot due to crazy poses. lOlx. Good for fat people like me.

Oh anyway saw my secondary school junior on Sunday (02 Jul) in Serangoon Gardens MAC. Initially I din regconise her. I mean I have seen her before but seriously I forgot her name la. So damn embarassing. *pUi* Then she say I became fatter. I was like -.-" But later she added that I look nicer. Whaha. Then at Happy-Lee place play MJ with Happy-Lee's owner. Two people MJ. Lols. I lost till siaox. Luckily it's only for entertainment purpose. *pHew* Anyway Happy-Lee bite me la! Wah. But not pain la. So still ok. Hur hur.

2006-06-11T12:21:00.000+08:00

Wah... Almost 1 month never update le. Also forgot what I did liaoz. Now watching/addicted to this HK drama on Channel 55. Very very nice! Boqiao so shuai! Ytd went Hougang Mall and happened to see the price of the VCD. And it cost $94.90 for all 3 parts! Wah lau. So ex can. Siaox one. Watch on TV better. Hee hee.

Going to BKK again~ Hahaz. But now booked liao feel abit that one. Like not so enthu about shopping liaoz. Die. Skali is a "waste-my-$$" trip. *bLeahz*

Anyway reading "The Da Vinci Code" now. Nice book but haven finish reading. Due to my poor english standard I sort of cant understand the story sometimes. lOls. So now read until 3/4 of the book. I still abit blur. Hope the ending of the book can give me a short summary?? Tee hee hee.

2006-05-18T13:34:00.000+08:00

Update update!! Before I forget what I've done during the past few weeks.

30th April, Sunday
Went Batam with my family. Thot it will be a shopping trip but was damn disappointed. Don think I ever want to go Batam again. Not that Im against Batam ok. It's just that to go Batam you have to take ferry and Im not a fan. I suffered from sea-sick. Izit the correct word? 晕船 is what I meant. The trip there was almost an hour which I thot Im going to puke anytime. Made me really sick. *uRgh* And started missing my bed when we're not reaching Batam any sooner. And also mostly aunties and uncles went for the trip. Only me, my sister and cousins are the younger generation. So you see. The bus seats were SO damn cramp. That I cant even stretch my legs and got to sit damn straight up like a zombie. Which again made me damn sick! My head was like going to explode any moment. And the back of the bus was leaking water and so imagine aunties screaming and complaining to the tour guide. *haiz* So now I see being a tour guide is actually not that fun. Anyway why I said the shopping was disappointing was because me and my sister thought that things will be cheaper at Batam just like Johor. Naive thoughts. So when we reached there and the tour guide told us that even though their currency may be small compared to SGD, their things aint that cheap. So we were like "oH..." But in the end I still bought a blouse and a jacket for my upcoming interview~ Anyway the corn there very nice!! Hur hur.

2nd May, Tuesday
Went for my 2nd interview~

14th May, Sunday
Went Gege's house! He bought new pup! So CUTE!!! It's a maltese btw.

17 May, Wednesday
Quit my temp job liaoz~ Hahaz. Need to prepare for my first day on Monday. Im officially a 上班族 liaoz!! Excited and nervous at the same time. Wonder how my first day will be. God bless me~

2006-04-23T14:51:00.000+08:00

Woah. 2 weeks never blog liaoz. So damn lazy. Finally Im blogging. So let me recall what I've done for the past 2 weeks.

08 April, Saturday
Had a night outing with Raghu, Naeem and Kartika. Raghu supposed to fetch me at 9 at PP. But he was late. And he came at nearly 10. I actually din wan to go liaoz. Cuz I don wan go home so late. But since they promised that they will send me home before 1am, so in the end I went. I tot he will fetch Naeem first then come down to PP to fetch me. But it was the other way round. lOlz. So I got the front seat!!~ Hur hur. Then we had to go down to TP to fetch Kartika. And Raghu asked me to read the SG map. And I was like "Huh??" Dunno how to read. I see the whole map but cant find Marine Parade leiz. Hahaz. But we got still managed to get there. So after we picked Kartika up, we head down to Changi Vilage. Cuz they want supper there. But in the end also din eat there. After buying the food, they say wanna go Changi Beach to eat la. Then I was like "What??!!" Don wan lor. Obviously I've heard stories about CB. Plus it's so late at night liaoz. But got persuaded la. Cuz when we reached there, got other people also. Then while we were going to back to the car, I said that we should have taken photos. But then Kartika say there will be orbs. (dunno how to spell) So never take any lo. Then when we are on the road to send me home. They started to say stories about CB sia. Damn scary la. Somemore the road there look damn ulu. And I reached at 1am sharp. Hee hee.

11th April, Monday
First day of my temp job. Recommend by Yulin. Thanks to her Im finally not rotting at home anymore. But it was really tired even though I sit in the office all day long. Haiz. Trying to adapt to it.

14th April, Friday
Went TM with my sis, mei mei and Gege. He cut hair lor. Hahaz. Look so boyish liaoz. Anyway we went there to have dinner. Actually wanted to go Crystal Jade or where to eat I forgot le. But it was crowded. So we went FC instead. Then after my sis bought food for mei mei liaoz. Me and Gege planned to go Cafe Cartel to eat. Hahaz. Then my sis pay for me. Cuz Im broke. Hur hur. Anyway mei mei is so obsessed with butter sia. Then we go take butter from there. Hee hee. Think mei mei ate too much liao lor. She vomited on the way home lor. Luckily I bought something from Watsons before that. If not puke on the bus liaoz. Heng ahz. *pHew*

15th April, Saturday
Finally went to Escape Theme Park! After waiting for 6 years! Cuz I rmb that I wanted to go when Im sec 3 lor. But always din get the chance. So meet up with them at 10am at Pasir Ris. Goodness. So early. I nearly couldn't wake up liaoz. So our first ride was Flipper. Kartika still say not dizzy lor. I come down le I damn dizzy liaoz. Next we went to Haunted House la. They dragged and threatened me to go in lor. But at the last minute I back out lor. So scary what. People infront also go in for while damn come out from the entrance liaoz. I then dun wan lei. But they managed to come out from the exit lor. Best! Then we went for Go Kart. That was really FUN!! I love it!! Before that still quite paranoid, scare I will go bang wall. Hahaz. And while q-ing, I said I wanted No.29 then Naeem said he also want. Then we realised our birthdate is the same. Hahaz. Anyway in the end I din take 29. And I was the first to go~ Surprisingly nobody overtook me lor. And of cuz I was first la. Whahaha. Next we went to take Pirate Ship. I think I've taken the ride before when Im younger. So I thought maybe I wont be that scare liao. So I took the ride. And I sat with Kartika at the last row lor. And it was like damn scary la! Actually is not that scary. The feel when you're going up is nice. But I cannot tahan the moment it swing down. I got phobia la. Even if I take lift got this kind of feeling I also canot tahan liaoz. So I dont think taking the ride a few more times will help. I just screamed like hell only lor. Then they laughed at me. Sianz. Anyway it's like half the rides were closed for periodical maintenance. So not much rides to take also. So me and Kartika we went to take the Yakult ride. Cuz the guys don wan to. Thought that taking the Yakult ride will help to soothe my dizziness and headache. But it just got worse. My head is like going to explode after I came down from the ride. Anyway that ride is like BBQ-ing lor. Cuz you have to lie on the thing then they will put down the safety thingy. And it really looks like we are bring BBQ-ed. Plus it was damn hot that day. Barely 2 hours, and my arms got 2 colours liaoz. Then we went to BK to eat. And at that time I feel so damn sick from the spinning and all that when I eat, I feel like puking liaoz. Ok. I know Im lousy. So after that we went to play pool instead for 2 hours bax. Im still very lousy at pool. I nearly din score any when I paired up with Kartika. *oOps* But got better when I paired with Naeem. But actually not better also la. The ball is like right infront of the hole lor. lOls. Then after that we went back to Escape again. And the 'Wet N Wild' is open~ But the q is quite long. And so for the q-ing journey, I pester them again asking if I should take the ride or not. Think I really irritate them bax? lOls. Sorry! But in the end I still took the ride la. With Kartika. Hahaz. She took the back seat so she's like damn wet la. Im still ok. Hur hur. Anyway the ride also damn fun!! haha. I like. Then went back to take Pirate Ship again. But they say will dry our clothes. And I only took it becuz Naeem say he will acc me sit the first row. Hahaz. But it's still scary!!! Then Kartika they all went to take Flipper again then me and Naeem went to take the Mini Ferris Wheel. lOls. Lastly, me, ee chow and kartika went for Go-Kart again. After the ride I can understand why they said it was dusty when taking the ride. Cuz this time Im not the first one anymore. So I take in alot of dust also. *uRgH~* Then after that went for dinner lor. And Home Sweet Home~

Working tml again. *zZz* So tired!! Oink oink.

2006-04-06T22:34:00.000+08:00

** NEW UPDATE **

I forgot to mention that Gege say he will yang me. Must blog it down in case I forget. Whaha.

Damn long din post. Cuz I actually want to change blog address. But in the end hai shi suan le ba. So ma fan for what. *zZz* And also wanna change blogskin de. But so far haven found any that I like de. So let me update what I've done for past week ba.

Today went out with Gege. Meet up at around 6 at J8. Then went to have dinner cuz today mum never cook. Anyway purpose of today's meetup is because Im craving for Ben & Jerry. Haha. Reason is unknown bad mood. So after dinner went NTUC to buy the Chocolate Cookie Dough or whatever it is call. Actually buy 2 is cheaper lei. Cuz now got promotion. 2 for I think $18.90 bax. But think by the time I reach home the ice cream cmi liaoz. Hoho. So in the end only bought one. Then no spoon ma. So got Gege to ask for spoon from KFC den I hide. Hahaz. Cannot be too obvious maz. After that we went to top of the carpark and had our ice cream. First time eat ice cream at top of carpark. Feel very 新鲜. And actually quite romantic. But aiya. Too bad the person beside me is not my bf. Haha. If not cfm very sweet~~ At first we both thot skali cannot finish. But in the end still eat until nothing left la. lOls. Then after that go home lor~ So he wanted to tale 55 home but I want take 53 home. Cuz if take 53 easier for me and 55 easier for him and vice versa. So we started arguing la. Then he suggested scissors, paper, stone see who win then take what bus. In the end, I WON!!~~ Hahaz. Loser~~ Hahahhahaha. Laugh until cannot.

04 April, Tuesday
Went for SIAEC interview at 0900. So early sia. Nearly cant wake up. Somemore previous day damn late then sleep and like whole night din sleep also. (Think too nervous le) Reached there liaoz saw Shirdeen and Stephanie. Both girls are from my course. Quite surprised to see them. In fact most girls from DASE went for the interview. And some guys as well. Anyway I did a aptitude test before the interview. It's abit like IQ test and have some primary maths. Then have to wait for my turn for the interview. And I was the first lor! I was like "HUH??!! ME FIRST??!!" Ok. Anyway I went in and not really feeling VERY nervous which I believe is lack of sleep. Think the interview din went out that well ba. Cuz I stutter quite abit.

03 April, Monday
Went for class chalet at Aloha Changi with HL cuz feel very bad about not going the previous day. Terry and Adrian supposed to meet us and go together. But for some lame reasons they pang seh us. And HL got really angry about it. However, both of us still went to the chalet by cab cuz it's damn ulu lor. And when we reached there, knocked on the door, nobody came to open lor! I was like "WHAT??!!". Then called Aaron and he said Chek Peng and Jian Fu sleeping. So I started screaming their names lo. Hahaz. Luckily the place ulu ah. If not I think people will throw eggs at me liaoz. Hur hur. Then after that finally Chek Peng came down and open the door ah. If not I cfm faint. After went in liaoz so boring nothing to do. So instead of feeding my blood to mosquitoes, me and HL decided to go disturb CP and JF. Hehe. Then after that Aaron and Hon Guan also came back liao. So they say wanna play Indian Poker. And HG's gf, Pearline also joined in. She's a very nice girl!! Although initially think she look quite dao. Hahaz. Then loser have to drink la. The whole game is very fun la~ All about sabo-ing. Lol. Then after that cuz Aaron seh liaoz. So we paused for awhile. Then later when we lazing around, the bed where CP is lying and me sitting at the side, COLLAPSED! Scary man! But the guys managed to put the bed back. lOls. After that played "Zhong Ji Mi Ma" instead. Quite fun also. Then cuz left a little bit of the jack daniels, HL go and bet everything. We played back Indian Poker then she lost. Then in the end she got drunk sia. *zZz* Actually it's quite diluted liaoz and me, HG and Pearline got help her drink but think cuz she first timer ba. So have to take care of her sia. My intial mahjong session "pao tang". Then Xy just came she drunk liaoz. So Xy quite pitiful sia. Have to take care of her also. So wait until she sober liao then we went home at 1130 plus. *zZz* Damn shag ahz. Next morning still got interview. *faIntz* Overall, although not alot of people there. But I still had lotsa fun~~ It was great. Except the mosquito bites.

02 April, Sunday
Supposed to go the class chalet.But still got abit diahorrea (hOw to spell?) and fever from previous day. And then heard from Sharon that no girls going. I was like "WTH??!!" So I din go in the end.

01 April, Monday
Outing cancelled. Change to next saturday.

2006-03-28T23:44:00.000+08:00

Oh HO hO~ Today got a free lunch for scoring straight B's in my final exam! Whaha! Straight B's also got lei~ v(^.^)v

To meet Gege at Somerset MRT station at 1300. But then we bumped into each other at Dhoby Gaut le. Din see him at first. He called me de. Haha. I cock eye. Then went to Cineleisure to have lunch at Suki Sushi~~ Buffet lunch le.. Shuang~ But actually Im not that hungry.. Haha. Dunno why. I only ate half a chicken pie for "breakfast" le. We went in at 1315 but only came out at 1500 lydat. But like din eat alot also. Anyway I think it's quite worth to eat there lo~ The variety is not bad ba~ Got scallop!! And free flow of drinks. Then for students only $16.90++. Worth it!! Somemore wont get fat!! Hehez. Anyway damn full! I almost cant stand up and walk liao. Whaha.

Hmmm then later we went down to Bishan. And while we are in the train, Gege told me about his "ghostly" encounters lor! Im like totally shocked and scared-ed lor! Then I went to take instant photo at the central there. I look so cock eye lor! Sianz. Seriously I think the lady there is not that professional lehz. But bo bian. Need it urgently to send with my resume. *zZz* After that pia home la! Run here and there like siao in order to drop my mail in time. I sincerely hope that the postman haven go and collect the mails yet. If not I sure cry!!

Anyway I just realised that like everytime I go out with Gege. Most of time is he pay one lei. *oOps* Must treat him good good liaoz~ Hur hur~ Seriously Gege treat me really very good ehz. If next time I wanna find bf I will find someone like him dex. And after thinking for a few days I realised maybe what I wanted is just a BF not a relationship bax. *scratch head*

And and!! Paris lover last episode next week liao!! Sianz! Have to wait one week!

4A class chalet this coming sunday. I wonder how many people will go?? And look forward to see how my classmates have change.. =)

2006-03-25T01:04:00.000+08:00

I just did this 心理测验. Think quite accurate ba. Try it lo~~

1.假如世界末日来临，你只能解救一种动物，你会救以下哪一种？

a.兔. b.羊. c.鹿. d.马

2．在非洲旅行土中，你造访了一个部落，部落首领坚持让你选一种动物带回去当纪念品，你会哪一种？

a.猴. b.狮. c.蛇. d.长颈鹿

3．你做错事了，上天惩罚你变成人以外的动物，你想变成下面哪一种动物？

a.狗. b.猫. c.马. d.蛇
　　
4．假如你有能力使某种动物消失，你会选择哪一种？

a.狮. b.蛇. c.鳄鱼. d.鲨鱼

5．有一天，你碰上了一种会说人话的动物，你希望那是哪种动物？

a.羊. b.马. c.兔. d.鸟

6．在一个孤岛上，你只能选一种动物来陪你，你会选：

a.狗. b. .. c.母牛. d.鸟

7．假如你有能力可以驯服所有的动物，你会选择哪种动物来当宠物呢？

a.恐龙. b.白老虎. c.北极熊. d.豹

8．假如你有5分钟的时间可以当一种动物，你会选择当：

a.狮. b.猫. c.马. d.鸽子

Here's the answers

1．你在现实生活中会被哪一类人所吸引：

a.兔——有分裂的人格，外表像冰而内心炽热的人。
b.羊——重视顺从而温暖的人。
c.鹿——优雅及有礼貌的人。
d.马——不受约束向往自由的人。

2．哪种求爱手段最容易使你觉得情不自禁：

a.猴——有创造性，从不会让你感到无趣。
b.狮——直来直往，直接地告诉你他爱你。
c.蛇——心情摇摆不定，忽冷忽热，游移不定。
d.长颈鹿——有耐性，对你永远不放弃。

3．你想给爱人什么样的印象：

a.狗——忠诚忠实，永不改变。
b.猫——有个性的。
c.马——乐观的。
d.蛇——可通融的。

4．你最讨厌的个性中，哪一个会使你与爱人分手：

a.狮——你的爱人傲慢自大，表现得像一个独裁者，令你很生气。
b.蛇——情绪化，太过喜怒无常，而你不知道如何取悦他。
c.鳄鱼——无情冷血又爱讽刺人。
d.鲨鱼——不安全牢靠。　

5．你想跟你的爱人建立一个什么样的关系：

a.羊——你俩不用多说话，用心沟通，对方自然知道你要什么。
b.马——你俩能谈任何事情，没有秘密。
c.兔——一种让你一直能够感受到温暖与恋爱的关系。
d.鸟——你和爱人不只关心现在也关心将来，一种你能与之一起成长的长期关系。

6．你会有外遇吗：

a.狗——你重视社会跟道德规范，婚后你不会犯这样的错。
b. .——你无法抗拒欲望，很有可能会越轨。
c.母牛——你不会主动，也不会拒绝，但你会很努力试着不要这样做。
d.鸟——你从来就不够坚定，事实上，你不适合婚姻，且你不想做承诺。

7．你对婚姻的看法：

a.恐龙——你非常消极，你不相信有快乐婚姻的存在。
b.白老虎——你认为婚姻是件很珍贵的事，一旦结婚，你会很珍惜婚姻及你的伴侣。
c.北极熊——你害怕婚姻，你认为婚姻会夺走你的自由。
d.豹——你一直想要结婚，但事实上，你甚至不知道婚姻到底是什么。 '

8．此刻你对爱情的看法：

a.狮——你总是渴望爱情，能为爱情做任何事，但你不会轻易坠入情网。
b.猫——你非常以自我为中心，认为爱情对你是可以轻易得到和放弃的东西。
c.马——你不想被固定的关系绑住，你只想处处调情。
d.鸽子——你认为爱情是二人互相的承诺。　　

So?? How true izit?? Anyway my answer is dbcbcabd.. Hehez.

Anyway I recently sort of came across an issue about being unfaithful to your partner for the first time. Although I dunno how true it is for the time being. But it made me quite shocked. And hopefully it is not true?? I dunno. Not as if Im in the position to comment about anything. But aiya~ adults/relationship issues.. It's complicated!!

2006-03-21T23:27:00.000+08:00

Finally made my first oreo cheesecake ytd!! It's like 2 months after I bought the ingredients. Bo bian. Too slacky le. Im just the typical jobless rice worm lazing around. Spent about 2 hours preparing the ingredients. IF I ever do it again should take lesser time as I din melt the cheese and butter beforehand. Then put in fridge for 4 hours and ta-da~ My cheesecake~ Taste it. But din like it. Whaha. But mei mei like it alot! Hahz! Im so damn touched by her can! Mum tried it also say it was ok.

Then today Gege came to try my cheesecake. One thing I like about him is he most of the time shuo dao zuo dao! He said not bad for first timer. Haha. Ate 2 slices somemore. Damn touched ahz!! Then played this some sort of tic-tac-toe game with him but din win at all. Sianz.

Anyway today episode of "Paris Lover" damn sad!! Cry like hell sia! Still have to wait till next week for next episode!!! *aRgHz*

Results out tml liaoz. Means I have to really look for job liaoz. Which I really dun wanna face reality. *Ostrich* And going to NUS tml. Hahaz. First time going there sia. Such a mountain tortoise. *bleahz*

Seriously. I need a medicine that will cure me from falling for someone that easily!

2006-03-11T21:56:00.000+08:00

Went out with HuiLan, Adrian and Aaron today. Quite unexpected de la. Received call at only 3 plus. So we went k-ster at Chinatown to k~ Aaron blanja me ahz~ Hahaz. Adrian very funny la. He only know how to sing female artistes's song. All the guys one he ma chiam dunno. Then Aaron keep saying he very "ah-gua". lOls. Btw Aaron told me Jason is single again lei! Hahaz. But as usual he say I no chance la. But aiya. Chou nuu also got chun tian de ma. Whaha.

Went pool session with Gege ytd. He dumb dumb one lo. No school ytd then he still went school. I lost all the 3 rounds lor! Sianz! But the last round is cuz I hit the black ball in ma. I dunno I shen or what la. Every round also got help him hit in at least 1 ball lor~ Then after that went for Daytona match again. Cuz he bu gan yuan be my shou xia bai jiang. Whaha~ But I lost lor! Sianz. I actually overtook him at the 3rd or 4th lap then at 7th lap he overtook me again! Then I lost! *cRyz* Bu gan yuan la~~~ Then after that went sim lim meet my sister cuz she wanna buy some components for her project. Idiot lor. I took the bus for one bus stop only lor! Waste my 64 cents! Then went round sim lim square then to sim lim tower. In the end what also never buy. Waste my trip there lo. Then went BK for dinner. Had the what BBQ turkey bacon burger. Not nice lei. The sauce damn sweet. I don like. Should have chose mushroom swiss instead. Then walked over to Parco. Then at the Disney shop bought 2 tops. One for each of us. Same design different colour only. But quite cute ma. And most importantly is CHEAP! Hehez.

2006-03-08T15:04:00.000+08:00

Sian. Kinda lazy to blog. Jiling, can I just copy and paste ur blog entry here?? lOls.

06 March, Monday
Went out with my pesty family~ Without Yvonne though. Poor girl. Have to work. Suppose to meet them at Dhoby Gaut at 3 la. But due to something I was late. HOWEVER, someone even more da pai den me la! Later than me lei. None other than hor sin whose the one who ask us out. ZZZ. He got the mentality that girls will be late. So he's late. Nonsense! Not all girls lei. That day was an exception for me hor. I usually quite punctual one. Hehz.

Went to buy "Underworld Evolution" ticket then went to take neoprint. I refused to put up the pic as I think I looked damn weird. Hahaz. Then we went to FEP to shop around with Hor Sin. But too bad the shirt that he want dozen have his size lor~ Later walked back to Cine again to play pool. It's Jeffrey VS me and Shirlyn. Jiling say she got 阴影 so she never play. Haha. Very pai seh la. Cuz I offered to break the balls. Then in the end of cuz not very sucessful la. But we lost all the 3 rounds to Hor Sin le! Sianz. Anyway think Jeffrey is handsome when he's playing pool. 所谓认真的男人最帅 ma~ If I din know him long enough not to fall for him, I think I will le. *Siao liaoz* P/S: Jiling don say hor!

After that went BK to get free food from Jiling's friend, Bob. Thank him so much sia~ Help me save money. Hoho. Then later rush to cinema cuz we late for the show le. Luckily ours is the back seat. So still quite ok. Btw the show is M18. But somebody somebody is not 18 yet lor~ Unlike me. Sianz. Old liao old liao. Anyway, only watched the starting of the show I kinda regret le. Keep telling Jeffrey I regret le! Cuz it's really like damn gross de la. And I din watch the first one ma. So kinda blur about the story. But Jeffrey say gonna lend me the VCD. Hehez. Then in the middle got this sex scene la. But we really think it's kinda unnecessary la. Unless they have Underworld 3 then give birth la. Then at the end end part the Marcus become Bak Chor la. Damn gross la. After the show Jeffrey and Shirlyn keep saying about Bak Chor Mee and chicken bolognese. *Gross* But hor one thing is that Kate Beckinsale damn stylo la~ When she change the bullets! Damn cool! But actually hor. I cant remember much of the movie lei. Cuz I covered my eyes for most part of the show. lOls.

2006-03-05T22:46:00.000+08:00

Went to cut my hair at Hair Mechanics ytd. *Ka-chak* lydat. 3 inches GONE! Now my hair so short! Not really used to it la. Luckily not spend my own money. Haha. My aunt pay. Shuang~

Then went TM eat pasta with my sis later went Career fair @ Suntec. But the career fair like nothing one lei. Go there take free gift nia. lOls. So auntie sia. Sianz. My parents keep nagging me to go find job lei. But I really not prepared lei. But if don go find work I think I have to eat "west-north wind" le. Haiz.

Still owe Gege cheese cake. Haha. So lazy to do~~~~

2006-02-28T22:58:00.000+08:00

Wah lau eh.. I 2 weeks nv blog liao ahz. Got so long mehz? *tsk tsk*

Today is my last paper le. Tips given by Fatt Choy all ma chiam useless one la. Knew it de la. That time MST also lydat. Make me study so much then one piece of shit also never come out. Dunno he give the tips for what reason la. So idiotic.

Consider last day in school le ba? Feel guai guai de. After paper went tea break with my sis and ben at Holland V. Wah lau eh. I waited so long la. I 1605 reached there liao lor. They 1630 then reached. Kena cheated. Sianz. Tea break at NYDC. My sis blanja. Cuz I only have 70 cents with me. Whahah. Had baked pasta and mudpie. The mudpie very nice! But very sinful also. Don care la. Finish eating then think of dieting la. Haha. Then when eating suddenly mood swing lei. Like feel so weird la. Heart very messy. Then feel very lost. Last day of school already. End of my poly life le. And I dunno what to do. Haiz..

26th February, Sunday

My LONG LOST relatives from USA came to visit my family lo. Never ever see them before ever since Im born. Then a few months ago my dad suddenly told us we got relatives in USA and coming to visit us soon. And so they came to SG from HK or dunno where to visit us. Specially came to see us lei. Next morning 3am flying to Shanghai le. So had dinner with the 3 of them at Lau Pa Sat then later walked all the way to Esplanade cuz they wanted to see the Merlion. Then after that went to RC Perlini Silver to buy necklace. 50% off! Cheap eh. Love the pendant to bits~

* From left. My biao shu, kam por and biao gu. dinner at Lau Pa Sat.

* From left. Biao shu, biao gu, kam por and my mum.

* From left. Me, biao gu and my sis.

* My family and kam por.

* My perlini pendant!! Nice!!

Kam por damn good la. New year over le still give us ang pao. Shuang! And obviously I whole day din study la. Can see right? Haha.

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ARF paper on 20th Feb, Mon sux! Lost 43 marks le. Hope I can still can a B?? AIS on 24th Feb, Fri was ok. Lost around 20 marks ba.. Think can get B ba.

Mahjong session with my sis, ben and yulin on 25th Feb, Sat. I won!~ 6 bucks. In chips la. Not real money. But I still happy. Cuz I like nv win before. lOls.

Got my Ge Dou Tian Wang VCD le~~~ Belated gift from Aaron. Hahz.

2006-02-15T21:18:00.000+08:00

Blog blog blog! Almost forgot what I've done already. *oOps*

Today is my so called last day of school. Kinda she bu de la. My class is not fantastic but ok la. Not that bad also ba I guess?? Had ARF lab quiz at 3. Was late la. Then took cab to school. That 74. Kns. Wait so long. diaOz. After that went dinner with Naeem lo. Had pasta at Pizza Hut. gAwd. Their pasta really sux! The sauce is like totally tasteless and all I can taste is capsicum. Pastamania is so much better! Yummy yUm yuM~~

Tuesday, 14th Feb, Valentines day

ARF lab test. Sucks. I draw a time pulse instead of waveform. Sianz. Then after that went Kbox with Jiling and Xialing. Had pasta for lunch at Pastamania~ Then Jiling agree to be my GF~~ Yeah yeah~ Haha. Im attached liao. Cannot think of other girls liaoz. She's my only J now. Hahaha. Then later went to meet my sister at wisma. Had to "baka" with her cuz previous day she came home late also. Then if again my dad will scold. So I kena dragged into water by my mum. Sianz. Actually I tot is only her and Wendy nia. So Im quite ok. Since I also know Wendy. Then Ben also there. Ok fine. I know him also. Then later say their friends coming as well. Then I was like WTF? liaoz. Was kinda pissed off liao la. As in it's so weird to go out with ur friends and have ur sister along with u right? So of cuz I felt damn awkward at that moment. But later when Ben's friend came I feel quite ok la. As in they are quite "talkable" lor. So not that bad ba. But bad thing I kena suan by one his friend la. Sianz. Reached home at 11 plus. Damn shag ah. I woke up at 8 lor.

Monday, 13th Feb

TNP paper sux!! Dunno what to write except crap.

Sunday, 12th Feb

Last day of CNY le. *cRyz* Like 2 weeks fly like what only. Sianz. Mama they all came over lor. Sianz. Dunno what to talk to them and how to "eng xiu" them. So stayed inside room to watch "Jiang Hu" by Edison and Shawn!!! But after finish watching the show I blur. Haha. Nvm. See Edison can liaoz.

Saturday, 11th Feb

Had dinner with my sis and Ben at Punggol Park. *Lightbulb lightbulb* I also dunno I go for what la. So extra. *aRghz*

Friday, 10th Feb

Went PP with my mum. Bought 2 shirts. Ok. Nothing liaoz.

Thursday, 9th Feb

Interview for CSW sux BIG TIME!! The lecturer say I wont get the job one. Haha. Lousy la. How to get a job lydat. I damn low confidence la. But interview with Mr Chee went okay. *Phew* It lasted for only 5 minutes. Haha.

2006-02-07T16:59:00.000+08:00

Went to watch "I Not Stupid Too" ytd. Nice ah! Joshua very handsome!!! Shaun also not bad. Haha. Funny and touching show~ A MUST WATCH!! Definitely feel like watching it again!!~~

Btw I did something stupid at the cinema la. Was like "fighting" with my sis la. Cuz I think she provoked me?? So I threw a towel (where she got it from a donation) at her la. Skali MISS! Kena the person beside her. SO EMBARASSING LO!!! Sianz..

Having TNP presentation tml. Sianz. Also dunno how to do the Q & A session. Think I confirm stone there one. Then thursday got CSW interview. Also sian.. Just hope I wont fail la..

2006-02-05T20:01:00.000+08:00

Today went JL CP met up with Jiling to have lunch with her. Then talked about my "SHI LIAN AGAIN" topic. Haiz. I shi lian again la. Hao bu rong yi get to know more about Jason from Aaron liaoz. Then I received bomb again. Jason attached la! Sianz! I still go friendster see his pictures/profile lei! Then went there din receive any ang pao. Double sian! I tot at least will have one lei. lOlx.

No ang pao never mind. My aunt later jio me go J8. Then we eat Sakae Sushi she blanja. Whahaha. Shuang! Salmon sashimi lo! Thick thick salmon sia! *drOOLz* Then had this something like steamboat ba? (See picture below) Not so nice lei. Haha. The soup very veggy taste. I dont like. Too bad I have lunch with Jiling before that le. If not I sure order more ahz! Very shuang lo. Forget to mention my sister blanja me Sakae Sushi on CNY eve as well. Whahaha. Btw mei mei very cute la. She say "sushi" as "shusi". Me and my sis laugh like hell la. lOlx~

Received my Msia ang pao today. RM66 nia. But can go JB shop liaoz. haha.

* Steamboat?? And 1/4 of mei mei. Lolx

* Hur hur. Me in skirt on CNY Chu Yi~

Friday
Mahjong session at my place. Finished at 2am lo. *yAwnz* Then Ben sleepover at my place. We talked until like 330am then sleep cuz my sister make noise liaoz. Hehez. Before that asked him to sleep so many times he say he not tired la, he tie ren lo. Then after that I lie on my bed not even 5 min, he start snoring liaoz! That xiao zhu! Still tell me he not tired. In the end I slept at 4 plus. *zzZ*

2006-02-03T14:27:00.000+08:00

First of all. Happy CNY to all~~ Abit late. But it's the thought that counts ma~

Chu Xi
As usual, had steamboat as reunion dinner at grandma's place.

Chu Yi
Sleep until 10am den went over to grandma's place to bai nian. Then later went to Kelly's grandma house to bai nian as well. Lastly, went to "hmm po" place to bai nian~ Collect ang pao~~ Whaha. But add together still so little~ Unlike Jiling lo. $300+! Sianz! Btw I wore skirt lei. Like first ever la. Ever since year 1 ba. And actually skirt is not that bad~ Hehez.

Chu Er
Went temple to pray nia.

Chu San
Went Ben's place to bai nian~ Ate alot at his place including 6 ferrero rocher (how to spell??) until damn full la! Later go yulin's place bai nian, her mum prepared dinner somemore. I nearly puke liao. Then still drink 1 packet of mango juice and one cup of peach tea. *fAt* Suppose to play mahjong at her place one. But hor. Cuz I wanna watch TV first ma. Then they started playing without me. Sian. Anyway, finally saw Shuen Min after erm.. 7 years! My gawd. Got so long ahz! Am I that old already??!! He still look the same to me la. Except grew taller lor. *duh*

That's all for my CNY. Like so not exciting right? Sianz.

2006-01-24T12:31:00.000+08:00

问世间，情为何物？答案虽多，终不免一个简单道理 -- 两情若是相悦，好事一桩；反之，若是落花有意，流水无情，一头栽进去的人又不懂如何解开心中那股纠结的话，往往不是伤人便是伤己。

2006-01-22T11:56:00.000+08:00

Received a HUGE bomb on 20th Jan. Feel very sad. 有种被欺骗的感觉. Dunno what to do. And dunno how to react. Really nearly got convinced by what he said already. And now this happened. I dunno how much I can trust a person anymore. *siGh* Thanks Jiling very much for lending me her ear. *mUacKz*

Ok. So ytd is the last day of Spinnovex. yEaHz~ Something good happened~ JX talked to me. Hahaha. I siao liaoz. And this spinnovex dunno saw AF how many times. lOlx. Den at convention centre there wanna take photo of AF la. But like very obvious la. My phone so pink! Ahz. Den din managed to take any la. Cuz he leader ma. Sit in front. I member nia. Sit behind. *cRyz* lOlx..

2006-01-19T20:46:00.000+08:00

Preview of Spinnovex

Erm.. Went to see Ahmad's group creation of the mist thingy. (dunno the exact name) Really think it's quite good lor. Can put aromatherapy oil somemore. Smells very nice~ And also it's power saving and money saving~ Hehez. Then was inside the tent and roaming around. And unintentionally step into leong fai choy's territory la. And he shouted at me la. HELLO! YOU din say that was YOUR territory la! HOW would I know?! Humpty Dumpty!

Day 1 of Spinnovex

I really din know that Im THAT weak. My feet and calfs both aching like hell only. I tot that Im trained already. Since Im like standing for 7 hours during work as well. So I really din expect the pain la. Or izit because of my shoes? But it's flats lehz! Thank god I din buy the "less than a inch" shoes the other day. If not I really cry until no tears ahz! Still got 2 days more. I really dunno how to survive..

Went for this "health screening" at one of the booth in the same room. Overall quite healthy la. Except my spine is like all "spoil" one. But spine is like one of the impt thing of the body right? lOlz.

Having my interview AGAIN tml. Have to explain the .fla file to that CCY. Sucks la. IM SO DEAD! *cRaP*

是天使就会被爱找到 -- 我不是天使.. 是不是表示我永远不会被爱找到？？

2006-01-17T22:41:00.000+08:00

Today go school is totally like do nothing la. Waste my time nia. Not enough sleep = headache. Go there online play miniclip games. Haha. Aircon there damn cold la. Freeze to hell. So ask Wenxiong to lend me his jacket. Initially I tot he wont lend de lei. But when he lend me I quite shocked la. Hahaz. Din know he's that good. =X

aRghZ... Have to wear formal tml because of Spinnovex interview. sUcks la. Have to wear skirt somemore! Really is ... And totally dunno what the judges will ask. I think I also dunno how to answer. -_-"" -sO dEad-

2006-01-15T23:40:00.000+08:00

First photo of the pest family~

* Taken on 14th Jan 2006

如果没有认识你，我会不会好过一点？？

2006-01-10T23:41:00.000+08:00

如果在一起是那么累，为什么不要分开？？分开对全部的人对好，不是吗？？好想离开这里。到哪里都无所谓。我需要的不是这样的家。我只需要一个让我可以休息的地方。就算一个人住也不要紧。

2006-01-09T23:15:00.000+08:00

I know that Raghu and Naeem should be quite pissed with me for the fact that I talked back to Chee Choong Yang. But Im just speaking what Im thinking and that's my opinion what. If what I did is going to affect their grading then I can only say that Chee is as narrow minded as me. I don really care what I get. As long as I pass. Just hope that they are not affected. Nearly cursed and sweared the moment I stepped out of his bloody room. However I managed to curb the urge and swallow every single vulgarity down. But the next minute I asked myself "Why am I doing that? Who am I doing it for? Will that person even care?" I dunno. * OOT *Yucks! My sister just spit into my mouth! That bitch!! E xin la!!!*

I dunno why people always say be yourself be yourself. But when you are being yourself, they don like you and some to the extent of saying some very bad things. So izit that when you're being yourself you will end up getting hurt? Then in that case I don wan to be myself. Seems like hypocrites are ruling the world now isnt it?

Btw got back my AES paper today. Really got zhun zhun 70 lor! dIaoz. Everytime with Wenxiong my confidence level drop to 0 sia. Sianz. Why guys always care about these things? Haiz.. Bo Bian. I don have what. What to do? But similarly Im that shallow as well. So I guess I cant blame him also right?

为什么活着是那么的辛苦？？要搞人际关系。。如果做得不好，还要被人讲。。有时真的觉得好累。。为什么不可以简单一点？？我自认不是聪明人。。对这些我真的不知道怎么做是最好的。。

2006-01-09T01:23:00.000+08:00

What am I doing? What am I thinking? You think your shoulders are that useful huh, eileen ooi! Wake up la!

2006-01-08T22:52:00.000+08:00

Let's put our hands together and welcome our new family member! Jeffrey the "Hor Sin"~~ Whaha. So now we have 5 members including ah pek. lOlz~

Today is Er Ge's wedding lo. But I obviously never get to go. Sianz!! I want to be bridesmaid de lei. But aiya.. Too bad la.. Anyway, I truly wish him happiness and can live happily ever after with Er Sao. Envy envy. I also want to get married!!

Hate the M&M!! Hypocrites lor. Sianz. This kind of people SUCKS!

CSW mock test tml. Sianz. Also dunno what to study.

2006-01-06T22:56:00.000+08:00

Ok ok. Update update! Today finally finished all my 3 papers~ Been waiting so hard! From the first day to now the last~ Today aes paper kinda sux. Coz all the tips given is like rubbish. Not useful AT ALL. I don expect much la. But hope I can at least get 70?? Dunno why but for this MST, alot of people nagging me to study study study! Like my mum. I don rmb her nagging me to study for my previous MSTs. But this time dunno why. Mayb cuz it's my last sem?? Whatever it is, it's over already~~ And Im SO glad!

After today's paper went city hall meet my sis and ben for lunch. Cuz she say she want to blanja me. Whaha. If I never go dui bu qi her right? Went Pariss International Buffet eat lo! The food is ok la. Not really up to my expectation lor. Ate alot of abalone!! I think is one can of abalone liao lor! Worth it liaoz. The salmon is kinda disappointed le. Not that fresh I think. Not like Sakae Sushi one! Melt in your mouth lo. Then tried goose liver. I don think is that nice le. Abit bitter bitter de. Then also had alot of marshmallows. Dip in chocolate!! Nice ahz!

After that went shop around then bought a wallet for ben at the wallet shop. Then I saw this butterfly series wallet. Very nice!! Kinda tempted to buy. But haven get pay. Poor like siaox! Finally got a cute cute mirror at mini toon. Got pig one. Very cute! Hehez. Btw like saw alot of four leave clover everywhere le. Sianz. Tot it's rare lor. Today walked around MS like so many shop got sell lor. *zZz* Then went to eat Ben and Jerry. The mango lime nice nice. And I managed to eat the ONLY dough in the cookie dough ice cream. Whaha~

Then after that we went esplanade the roof terrance to blow wind. Haha. Bo liao hor? Actually wanna go the bridge at the Fullerton there one. But since "on the way" so we go blow wind lor. Then I suddenly mood swing. But I guess I know the reason why la. Blow until 8 den we walked to the bridge. But it's not really the bridge i wanna go la. The one I want go is actually opposite. But since it started to drizzle liao. So we go home lor. Then when we walked to bus-stop liao. Heavy rain lo. Lucky sia. But I think after we boarded the bus not long after the rain stopped liaoz. Sianz. Working tomorrow.. So tired.. *ZzZ*

Received letter from NTU. Haiz. I also dunno if I want go U or nt. See how la. Hungry. Go find food liaoz.

2006-01-01T18:51:00.000+08:00

Happy New Year 2006~~

My New Year Resolution:
* Have blemish free skin!
* Get bike license
* Find a good job
* Go to Taiwan, HK, Aussie or maybe back to Bangkok~

Er.. So far cant think of any le. Hehz.

My last day of 2005.
Went Esplanade to count down~~ The fireworks so NICE!! But actually there was NO count down again! *zZz* I expect to shout like "5,4,3,2,1,0 and Happy New Year". but nobody shout le. Sianz. Went for 2 count downs this year in the end all no count down. After that went to watch "Wallace and Gromit: The Curse of the Were-rabbit". Im like yawning already before the show start lor. But managed to finish the show w/o dozing off. The storyline is quite boring la. But quite funny lo the show. So I guess it's worth the money?? Hahz. The rabbits so cute! Look more like pig to me cuz of their nose.

2005-12-31T12:30:00.000+08:00

Today is the last day of 2005 le. Also dunno what to do. Except studying.. *zZz* Well. Xin Nian Xin Xi Wang. Let's put our hands together and get ready to welcome 2006~~ *cLap cLap* People usually write their new year resolution on last day of the year or first day of the next year ahz?

Tuesday*
Went Heartland Mall to meet xiaoming. haha. Took neoprint with him lo. But he ma chiam stone lydat. Hai me also dunno how to pose le. Haiz..

Wednesday*
Supposed to study la. But went to play mj instead. Somebody la. Psycho me! But hor. I lost like siao again. That time christmas also. Wah lau. I only won the first time when I just learnt lor. Really virgin's luck?? Sh*t man...

Thursday*
Did nothing.. Not even studying!

Friday*
Managed to study abit la. Today is going to pia again. Hopefully la..

2005-12-27T12:14:00.000+08:00

Christmas Eve : Went Orchard with yue yue (formerly known as jiling)and xialing supposingly to count down. In the end no count down. *zzz* I went there to count down le! Den no count down. I sian half. Went there kena spray by strangers like siaox. But I think quite fun bax~ But if keep on spraying den of cuz not fun la. Cant breathe lei. Den got go take neoprint as usual. But the machine damn lousy la. Can only take 6 shots. Not fun lei. After "count down" went bishan meet my sis go home. Actually wanna go chom chomp meet Ben and friends but never go cuz he say he going home le. Den in the end when we reaching home dunno what they say he came to our place. Crapped for around half an hour den I decided that we go his play mahjong! Hehez. Reached his place at around 2 lor. Then we play mahjong till around 6 am. Then go sleep. In the end when I finally fell asleep got a pig sleeping beside me woke me up cuz he nearly 压死我. Plus he snore lor *zzz*. Xiao zhu sia! Still say I bee. *diaOz* Crazy sia.

Christmas day: Since my christmas is like a very long day my christmas like nothing like that. Not enough sleep so sleep the whole day. Got headache. Dunno is becuz not enough sleep or becuz I drink in the morning. *zzz* I call that 宿醉. Hahz.

Post-Christmas day: Well, i dunno why i keep typing christmas as christmad. *zzz* Paid my debt. Haagen Daz Fondue. Waited for 45 minutes before the fondue was served lor. I si bei du lan. Somebody not happy lo. Smashed the glass sia. Whaha. Den he make specs. I picked one. So of cuz nice la. Like duh~ Then we went Bugis shop. I bought 2 t-shirts. Very nice nice. Then after that we went arcade play daytona2. I won. But I cant be happy. He lost his wallet. *sObx* I got no mood to blog le.

2005-12-23T22:35:00.000+08:00

Woo-hoo~ Today is a happy day~ Meet up with Jiling and Xialing at City Hall control station. I was late. *oOps* BUT someone was later den me k! That ah pek. We waited one and half hours for him lo! Haha. Luckily we managed to persuade him into treating us sakae!!! Who ask him so late! Me and Xialing damn hungry sia! Haha. So we went to eat Sakae Sushi the lunch buffet. Yeah yeah! Eat-all-you-can man! I finished 3 and 1/2 plate of salmon sushi! Satisfied satisfied! *mama-mia~*

Then after that walked to Marina Sq cuz ah pek want to buy tickets for movie. Me and Jiling damn boring play "hei bai cheh" and "hai dai quan". I think we both are quite equal ba. Haha. Then at the MOSHI MOSHI i saw the four leave clover pendant sia! Nice nice! But price very nice also. Haha. Den we walked to Suntec to have Ben and Jerry~~~ I finally had my chocolate chips with cookie dough le~~ *sweet*

Then we walked from Suntec all the way to Bugis. Say far not far say near not near also. But ok la. I need to disgest ma. Exercise is good! Den we go and take neoprint~ Crazy one lor! Shout here shout there. Damn funny la! One time not enough den take another time! Crazy again sia! lOlx. Oh den after that nothing liao lor. Den go home lor~ Overall FUN day~ hee..

Den ytd went ah ben's place prepare "suan pan zi" becuz my stupid sister say she wanna eat. *zzz* Den I go kaypo say wanna help him. Haiz. Mei shi zhao shi zuo. Den he came my place have dinner cuz my mum cook curry chicken. Hahz. Tam jiak! lOlx. Den in the end i po jie. Cuz my sis irritate me lehz! Not my fault le! Hao si bu si. He there. Wan to lai also cannot le. Haiz! See la. I have to treat him fondue le. But actually ok la. Cuz I also wanna eat. Hehz. I also tam jiak~

2005-12-19T16:32:00.000+08:00

Friday 16 Dec 05.. Got my MJ [P] Plate!~